Seriously you need a WAKE UP CALL!

Seriously wake up please!


You said that you are not going to listen to anything i said! So, who do you think you are? You think you have a more mature or rational brain than me? Or do you think that what she say is more mature or rational? Or is it what she say is more music to your ears? 


You have your rights to listen and say what you like. But i also have the rights and obligation to wake you up from this long sleep! 


You don't want listen to me just because i told you something bad about her from what i heard from my friends. Then, she told you that my friends also badmouth me behind my back. Therefore i'm equally bad as her, i don't have the rights to say anything? So you think that what i said compared to hers is not worth listening. Oh please lah, who doesn't badmouth about their friends when they are mad at each other? Who doesn't have lousy EQ sometimes? 


If you wanna know bad stuff i did, or what are the bad things about me, you just come to me and i can just give you a long list of it. Seriously, i hated myself when i was doing those or said bad things or awful words to my friends when i was mad. 


But i need to say that sometimes nice words may not be good words. I admit sometimes what i say to my friends may hurt, but what i really mean is trying to make a wake up call. Many times the truth doesn't sound nice. I know i could make it sound nicer, but i'm just too lazy and i don't have excellent EQ. Furthermore i'm mad at them when there're are blinded to see truth. But i'm trying my best improving it. 


Anyway, my friends still comes back to me and we continued being good friends.(i hope that they thinks the same too) But do those people she pissed off continue their friendship as close as they were before, with her? What i know is NO! 


I have no idea how did she puts me in your picture. But i only choose to say those things out of concern to you and not trying to badmouth her. 


Do you think that a person genuinely cares about you when he or she doesn't care what you plan for your future? I won't care for a friend like that. Even if that person is just my friend, i would also want the best for that person. Much less to say that if that person is somebody important to me.


I'm mad but i'm more disappointed.
Anyway, you are old enough to make your choice. I forgive you and i apologize if i really hurt your feelings. But i'll never give up!