Hooray~~~holiday is finally here.
I sound like never had one before....hahaha.....this show that i am really suffering in form 6.
Anyway, i am going to take a break from all of this suffering. No more lessons, no more hot weather....
Tomorrow morning i will be leaving for Genting at 7.30a.m. I just have to admit that the time is kind of early. I need to get up more early compared to normal schooling days. However, all of this is worth it. I just can't wait to get cooler. Hope that this camp will not be an ordinary camp that i used to go. Bon voyage!!!
By the way, i watched Angels and Demons today. It was really a good movie. It was very exciting and interesting.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Where are my hopes???
Now my dreams are totally crush...no direction, no help, no, nothing.
Just when all of us think that as long we stay in school, there won't be a reason for them to chase us out of our school. However, everything just doesn't seems to go on that smoothly.
One teacher came in during MUET just before i was about to fall asleep.
Teacher: Semua murid bukan digalak tetapi dipaksa untuk pindah sekolah.
Me: =o=...
Teacher: Sila isi borang ini.
Me: ...
Oh man....that was really really really bad news!
Just when all of us think that as long we stay in school, there won't be a reason for them to chase us out of our school. However, everything just doesn't seems to go on that smoothly.
One teacher came in during MUET just before i was about to fall asleep.
Teacher: Semua murid bukan digalak tetapi dipaksa untuk pindah sekolah.
Me: =o=...
Teacher: Sila isi borang ini.
Me: ...
Oh man....that was really really really bad news!
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
The Worst New Ever In School
This was one of the worst news i ever heard.
Today, i went to school so happily, my mood was like "YIPPEE"! However, after hearing this news from our GPK ( Guru Penolong Kanan), my mood immediately changed to "OH NO"!
This was what she said,
GPK: Pihak sekelah telah menerima arahan tentang para pelajar 6.2B diminta untuk tukar sekolah.
Me: What?!
GPK: Oleh itu, tingkatan 6.2B akan ditutup.
Me: DITUTUP????? OH COME ON~~~
GPK: Semua murid lelaki diminta untuk tukar ke SMK Munshi Sulaiman manakala perempuan diminta untuk pindah ke TIGS.
Me: PINDAH? TIGS? ARE U JOKING? PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO GET OUT AND YOU WANT US TO GO IN??
GPK: Sebabnya, sekolah-sekolah tersebut punya pelajar agak kurang.
Me: SO? NOTHING TO DO WITH US WHAT???
GPK: SMK Dato' Bentara Luar hanya akan ada sebuah kelas sains.
Me: SATU???
GPK: 6.2B akan digabung dengan 6.1B.
Me: GABUNG??? SO MANY PEOPLE IN ONE CLASS???
Oh right....that was bad~~~
Everybody was talking about that issue for a few minutes until my form teacher came in. She told us that we really need to fight, in order to stay. We carried on with our lesson.
THE SCHOOL HAS NO RIGHTS TO CHASE US OUT OF THE SCHOOL. WHAT KIND OF SCHOOL IS THIS? DIDN'T EVEN CARE ABOUT US STUDENTS...
Today, i went to school so happily, my mood was like "YIPPEE"! However, after hearing this news from our GPK ( Guru Penolong Kanan), my mood immediately changed to "OH NO"!
This was what she said,
GPK: Pihak sekelah telah menerima arahan tentang para pelajar 6.2B diminta untuk tukar sekolah.
Me: What?!
GPK: Oleh itu, tingkatan 6.2B akan ditutup.
Me: DITUTUP????? OH COME ON~~~
GPK: Semua murid lelaki diminta untuk tukar ke SMK Munshi Sulaiman manakala perempuan diminta untuk pindah ke TIGS.
Me: PINDAH? TIGS? ARE U JOKING? PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO GET OUT AND YOU WANT US TO GO IN??
GPK: Sebabnya, sekolah-sekolah tersebut punya pelajar agak kurang.
Me: SO? NOTHING TO DO WITH US WHAT???
GPK: SMK Dato' Bentara Luar hanya akan ada sebuah kelas sains.
Me: SATU???
GPK: 6.2B akan digabung dengan 6.1B.
Me: GABUNG??? SO MANY PEOPLE IN ONE CLASS???
Oh right....that was bad~~~
Everybody was talking about that issue for a few minutes until my form teacher came in. She told us that we really need to fight, in order to stay. We carried on with our lesson.
THE SCHOOL HAS NO RIGHTS TO CHASE US OUT OF THE SCHOOL. WHAT KIND OF SCHOOL IS THIS? DIDN'T EVEN CARE ABOUT US STUDENTS...
Monday, May 25, 2009
My new shoes~~~
Just came back~~~
Finally, brought my walking shoes. I still remember that my old shoes spoiled last year when i was in Mersing. Only until today i went to brought a new pair. Quite satisfy with it, looks great and fits my foot comfortably. Hope that i would take good care of it. But i think it will be quite hard for me to keep it clean and new, after i begin to wear it, as i am a very lazy person. I just can't imagine that i would need to wipe my shoe every time. Every time after wearing it. I think I'll only do it for the first few times, definitely less than 10 times, maybe not more than 5 times. The lady boss says that they could keep their shoes sparkly clean and new for at least half year without washing it. Anyway, i am glad that at least i brought my shoe before i went for my holidays, or else i think i might suffer after a long distance of walk.
This is my shoe taken from different angle...
Finally, brought my walking shoes. I still remember that my old shoes spoiled last year when i was in Mersing. Only until today i went to brought a new pair. Quite satisfy with it, looks great and fits my foot comfortably. Hope that i would take good care of it. But i think it will be quite hard for me to keep it clean and new, after i begin to wear it, as i am a very lazy person. I just can't imagine that i would need to wipe my shoe every time. Every time after wearing it. I think I'll only do it for the first few times, definitely less than 10 times, maybe not more than 5 times. The lady boss says that they could keep their shoes sparkly clean and new for at least half year without washing it. Anyway, i am glad that at least i brought my shoe before i went for my holidays, or else i think i might suffer after a long distance of walk.
This is my shoe taken from different angle...
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Just updated~~~
I just updated my music for my blog.....
These are the two of the songs that i love, sung by Kris Allen during the competition. He did a great job on the arrangement for both songs.
Ain't no sunshine sung during the finale and heartless sung during the final 3.
Enjoy~~~
These are the two of the songs that i love, sung by Kris Allen during the competition. He did a great job on the arrangement for both songs.
Ain't no sunshine sung during the finale and heartless sung during the final 3.
Enjoy~~~
Saturday, May 23, 2009
What should i do?
I'm really lost....
Time indeed flies. I felt that a minute ago, i was still enjoying my holidays but now i just felt that everything around me makes me so nervous and worried.
Sometimes i really wonder did i really make the right choice for not appealing matrix. Because i am told that i really stand a good chances of getting the offer to get in. If i were to compare it with form 6 it is definitely much relaxing, easy and a higher possibility to get into local university. Of course, i also know the pro and cons of both education direction. But it is really hard.
After starting studying form 6, i wonder should i stay put to my ambition or should i just change it. Dentistry or pharmacy are two difficult course to study. It is hard to get into those disciplines in university. I start to have all sort of questions in my brain. I just don't know what i should do? Study hard? Of course i should. Anyway, i am just so stress out by all of these form 6 studies. How i wish that i don't need to take that Pengajian Am paper. I don't mind studying those difficult and confusing chemistry, biology and of course, add maths. I really had no idea how am i going to get 4 flats with that Pengajian Am as one of the subject. My BM was really not up to that standard, having an A2 in SPM was already a blessing. But i really don't dare to think what will happen if i failed to get 4 flats. High expectations normally leads to bigger disappointment. I had already failed once in my SPM and i don't wish to repeat it to face my biggest fear. If i don't need to take that Pengajian Am paper i would definitely take up physic, as it will provide me with more options in future. But it is so hard for me.
I just don't know what is holding me back.
All i could do now is to pray hard for everything.
Time indeed flies. I felt that a minute ago, i was still enjoying my holidays but now i just felt that everything around me makes me so nervous and worried.
Sometimes i really wonder did i really make the right choice for not appealing matrix. Because i am told that i really stand a good chances of getting the offer to get in. If i were to compare it with form 6 it is definitely much relaxing, easy and a higher possibility to get into local university. Of course, i also know the pro and cons of both education direction. But it is really hard.
After starting studying form 6, i wonder should i stay put to my ambition or should i just change it. Dentistry or pharmacy are two difficult course to study. It is hard to get into those disciplines in university. I start to have all sort of questions in my brain. I just don't know what i should do? Study hard? Of course i should. Anyway, i am just so stress out by all of these form 6 studies. How i wish that i don't need to take that Pengajian Am paper. I don't mind studying those difficult and confusing chemistry, biology and of course, add maths. I really had no idea how am i going to get 4 flats with that Pengajian Am as one of the subject. My BM was really not up to that standard, having an A2 in SPM was already a blessing. But i really don't dare to think what will happen if i failed to get 4 flats. High expectations normally leads to bigger disappointment. I had already failed once in my SPM and i don't wish to repeat it to face my biggest fear. If i don't need to take that Pengajian Am paper i would definitely take up physic, as it will provide me with more options in future. But it is so hard for me.
I just don't know what is holding me back.
All i could do now is to pray hard for everything.
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