Revival of my blog!!!

Finally i got some time to blog some of what i went through for my previous semester. From the level of me abandoning my blog, you can tell how busy i was lol. Anyway one word...busy lah. I really doubt what time would i be able to complete this blog from all the disturbance around me eg whatsapp, facebook, twitter..lol

Anyway, I did say i wanted to do a recap of last year, but apparently my new year was spent in the mist of my study week...of procrastinating. LOL!

So, this is my second year in UM! Well im a senior now of course...hmm no special feelings though, maybe a little bit older i guess XP. So, before i entered my 2nd year, i received the letter from the student enrollment department regarding my application for change of course. I have to admit that, it is definitely a heart breaking moment when i saw that i did not succeed. But, what to do? Do i cry over it? Yes i did. Am i sad n disappointed? Of course. I blame God?  Yes, in my heart silently for a minute or two. I feel hopeless? Yes. But what's next? Quitting? NO, DEFINITELY NOT! I'm not a born quitter, but an achiever! After some time of struggling, i decided to take whatever comes my way. I shall continue this part of my struggle in my next post. Now moving on!

After entering Uni, i'm glad that i still share room with my previous roommate and another new roommate from Sarawak a Catholic. I thank God for all his arrangement for me to meet this sister and the privileged to grow in Christ together with her. I think i got quite a lot of story to share regarding my uni life as well. Probably i'll go into details about the angels that God send to me during my varsity life in another day, too much things i would like to share.

I also took part in one of the college activity, in which i get the opportunity to learn 24 seasonal drum (二十四节令鼓). I think it is a great experience, and i'm glad that i have the opportunity =). I also went to victory weekend organise by my KL church-Eaglepoint. A great opportunity to refresh my life for God. A time to confess, a time to reaffirm my faith in Him and a time to understand my life purpose more. I started the one year bible reading plan in early september. It has always been in my mind, but sadly i always lack the motivation to start off and i hope that this time i could really stick to the plan. I guess this is also a challenge for me. As for the challenge to make disciple, it has always been a challenging task for me. I don't know how i'm going to carry out, but since my coursemate they are all non-christians, i pray that God will give me a platform to kick start.

As for my results, i must really praise the Lord for giving me his blessing every time. I'm a professional procrastinator. I only study during the eve of exam, rush my assignments last minute, prepare quiz/test the night before. Nevertheless, my God always lend me his hand in time when i need Him the most. I'm glad that after two semester, my cgpa still maintain at a relatively satisfactory range, hopefully after the 3rd semester it will not affect my dream to pursue my studies in a foreign land. I have been waiting for the answer from Him since form 5, and i hope after these years of hard work and faith i'll get a YES eventually. As the bible says: "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who ask receive; the one who seeks finds; and to the one knocks, the door will be opened."  (Matt 7:7-8). "If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer." (Matt 21:22). With these two verses, i have faith in him.

Can't wait anymore for Chinese New Year! But before that, there are some dearies i really need to thank!

To God,
Thank You for being patience, kind and merciful with this annoying girl for 22 years. This girl always complaint about things in her life. This girl doubted you numerous times. This girl bothers you even with the simplest thing in her life, especially with the mistakes she made by herself.  This girl whines whenever she thinks that life is unfair. The list will just go on as this girl life goes on. But this girl is truly grateful for all you have done for her, despite whether are those challenges, trials or hardship you put in her life or the blessing you showered upon her. Because she knows that from the day she surrender her life to you, you  will have control over her.

To Parents,
Thank You for raising me these 22 years. Thank you for tolerating my nonsense, craziness and barbaric behaviour. I know i'm not a daughter who is good with words of appreciation. I seldom say thank you and never once I love you. But thank you for all the support and teaching throughout my life. Thank you for believing me for whatever decision i make or action i take. This is one of the main factor for all of my achievements, because you made me believing in myself that i can do it on my own. Though i always think, if i'm born with a wealthy family background, then i don't need to make do with my current course. I would be able to do the courses i desire, probably even pursuing my degree oversea. But still i thank God for blessing me with you as my parents. Though you may not be rich, but you provide for my needs. Though you never ask how i did in school, but i know that you are confident in me. Knowing that we are facing some financial problem as both me and derrick is in uni now, but mom you always show me the example of trust and obey, and God will provide. Indeed, God's goodness never fails. He blessed me with a full scholarship, and i'm proud to say that i'm 100% financially independent now.

To Friends,
I must say i don't usually pour my problems to anyone of you, because i'm always told: "if I can't even solve the problem, who is able to do so?" I guess i just have to thank you for having such an high expectation in me lol. But still thank you for your accompaniment whether is through whatsapp spamming or sms or even daily crap talking, i do enjoy every moment i spent with you guys.

To LG members,
Thank You for all the Holly prayer session, yumcha, makan session. I never once in my lifetime experience such close bonding between strangers from different places. But i believe since we have the same God as our center, we are no strangers to each other but brothers and sisters. The visitation, powerful prayers and supper delivery during examination period was the warmest care i ever experienced. Let's grow in Him stronger everyday, and make disciples. 

Holiday Wrap

What a long holiday, but i have been lazy to blog lol. But it is going to end in 2 weeks time, sobs. So, i'll just do a wrap up post for my holidays! 

In fact, i would say that i wasted my holidays, because i did nothing but to rot at home! Okay, maybe "rot" sounds exaggerating, after all i did did something lol. (that is not a typo mistake..if you think i did?lol) 

Alright, so in my last post i did mention about a bit or so about the beginning of my holidays. Continuing from there...

Holidays are always the best time to meet up with friends which you couldn't during other time. I'm glad that most of my close friends are studying in either local public or UK universities, hence our summer break coincide, and so we met up! I just realise that it has been a year when i last saw some of them, indeed time flies, but i don't really felt that i haven seen them for so long. 

My first ever vacation i had was a shopping spree in Singapore with karis and mei xuen during late June. We were just in time for the GSS, and i brought a cardigan from Cotton On, a pair of ballerina flats from Rubi and a tank top from Mango. I guess that wasn't really so called a spree lol....

Sitting by Marina Bay to enjoy the cooling breeze after a day of shopping! 

Look at our shopping trophies. 

The mini merlion. 

Le night view

Trying out the panorama shoot with my phone camera.

So that was in singapore and what took place in June. As for July, i practically really rot at home. I think the only think i did was that i've watched the Dark Knight and i finally tried Blackball.

 

Never had a chance to try when i was in KL, but i still prefer Snowflake lol. 

The annual youth sunday also took place in July. 

The dominos pizza celebration after all the hard work! 

Carry on with the exciting August! 

On the 4th-5th Aug, i went for the 30hour famine DIY camp and countdown. It is an event that is organise by World Vision, and the ambassador for World Vision Malaysia's 15th anniversary is Wang Lee Hom! 

In fact, I don't really experienced hunger that much compare to sleepiness and body aching. I actually slept during the concert before Lee Hom came out lol.  

Panorama shoot showing how many people were there. A total of 18.000 people attended the countdown. 

While waiting outside of the stadium before the concert starts.

Can you spot Lee Hom? 

A better view of him. 

Our break fast meal. Massimo bread + V-Soy soya drink.

My wrist band! Of course it is not 18cm wide lol. 

Taiwan steamboat with my mentor Bee Yin after the countdown. Located at Taman Desa. Thanks for hosting me while i was in KL these few days. I like their special sauce, must go again! 

Last saturday, i went to Melacca with Pei Wern to meet up with her Korean friends and Sally. All i did was eat and eat and eat! Because there is nothing i could do there.

 Me and Pei Wern at Melaka Sentral upon arrival. 

  I highly recommend this particular food, 流沙包. Something new and really yummy. Located near Melaka Raya. The name of that shop is 世界点心, if i'm right lol.

The korean girls visited Batu Pahat! We went for karaoke session! 

Nayoung singing was superb! Awesome! 

Must visit them in korea they said! Haha, sure when i save enough money. 

Alright i guess that was all up till date. Now i need to think of what i should take for extra curriculum. urgh! headache sia...  

Holidaysssss

Finally, holiday at last. I'm having my term break now, in UK you may refer it to as summer break, but since in Malaysia we have only either sunny, windy, rainy or cloudy season ( apparently those are not consider as season), so i can never refer my term break to summer break. Anyway, not important la....as long as i have my holidays =)

So, i finished my test earlier than most of my friends, just lucky to have all my papers in the earlier weeks, but this also means that i had a super cramped and packed exam schedule. 5 days straight with 1 paper per day on the first week, heavy paper some more...but i'm glad that i can finally kiss goodbye to Ethnics Relations and TITAS. As usual i only started studying for all the non-science subjects a week ahead, and guess what? I think i nearly got crazy lol.

Haven't been blogging much, because nothing much happened in the past few months. Just some normal routine and lots and lots of test and assignments, so i'm kinda of busy.

*drums roll*
I finally got my first ever smartphone....Samsung Galaxy S2 in white! I think that most people sure knows how that phone looks like (just too mainstream)...if you really don't know, there's always Google (my assignments and tutorials' best friend). I still need to get a data plan to make it perfect!

How am i going to spend my holidays? Hmmm....i got tons of books and movies downloaded, and i need to get back to my exercise routine (can't fit into some of my shorts =( ). So, i guess that would last me for 2 months++.

Cheers people, happy holidays!!!!

Screw you, screwers!

Fire burning and water boiling inside me this very second! I'm suppressing the urge scolding every single vulgar i know right now. Few things just pissed me off lately. 


First, there is a few of my assignment group members who screwed up the folio. Second, there is this person who never reply my text, and i need to get stuff from him by tomorrow. I'm not a very patient person when it come to things that is very urgent and important to me. So you better reply me by hook or by crook or i'll flood your phone with all my texts. Argh! 


As for those group members, you better make sure that the presentation can get back our marks. I just don't get it, why can't you pass up your work when the deadline had been extended.  

Happy Holidays peeps =)

Hola~ I'm once again back to my blogsphere...where there is only me, my blog, and......the fan...??...#foreveralone...Haven got the time to update my blog for really long time, as i was being tied down by tons and tons of stuffs, eg. lab, tests, college activities, choir, assignments, field outing, etc etc etc etc...so this explains why my blog is filled with spider webs. LOL....actually this whole while i've been crapping so you may just ignore it...too bad...you read already... right?! #trollllllll

Anyway i've got nothing much to post because out of my busyness, there is still busyness. So, fyi i took up to 8 subjects which total up to 16 credit hours. I'm applying for a change of course to biohealth, because i think that biohealth would be a much more interesting course to do than science and technology studies, furthermore, it got a shorter name. So, when people ask me what course i'm doing now i won't end up getting my tongue twisted.

Scenario when some random aunty see me:
......
Random A : So where are you studying now? (looks like some default question that people would ask even they asked before)
Me : Ermm...UM.
Random A: What course are you taking? 
Me: hmm...Science (thinks naively i can get away with this answer, hopping that they will stop..but...).
Random A: What science course are you taking? (my prayer never came true, and a tougher question follows...)
Me: hmm...(reluctant to answer)...science and technology studies ( try my best to answer in one breath..#LOL) 
Random A : huh? *amaze expression* (expected). What is this course about? ( top 1 question i hate to answer because...)
Me : ...actually i also don't know...
and blah blah blah...

Alright another reason that i want to change course is also because most people would know what is this Biohealth course about. So, i no need to answer so many questions.( Lazy me =P)

Anyway now i'm back for a week of mid semester break, a time for me to be away of a crowded and busy place. Hopefully can rest well and prepare for finals! chiong ah!!!!!!

在我学会了放下后，一切已成为我回忆的一部分。。。

One and only 21st birthday =)

Happy birthday to me~
Happy birthday to me~
Happy birthday to meeeeeee....~
Happy birthday to me~

今年，没有礼物。
今年，没有蛋糕。
今年，没有唱生日歌。
今年，没有生日大餐。
今年，没有庆祝生日。

今年的2月1号，的确跟往年的生日有很多的不同。。。
唯一相同的是，我又老了一岁。
照理说，21岁的生日应该会是最难忘的，最特别的；但，或许是近年来，我经过的一切也与往年有所差别。
因此看事情的角度，处事的态度，也有了差异，生日对我而言也有不同的意义。
多了很多感激与珍惜，所以也不去在乎物质上的满足，礼物和庆祝也显得没那么重要了。
朋友们的一句祝福，家人的陪伴，我觉得就已经足够了。

我妈问我说要如何庆祝，我直接说不用了，把钱省下来给我买电话好了。
应该会觉得我自相矛盾吧？不过我倒是觉得实际许多。
姑且把钱花在很丰盛的一餐，不如花在有意义的地方。
虽然我是不懂她会不会就这么办，但我觉得反正在家里吃，跟在外头吃，还不都一样？只要一家人能在一起吃饭才是重点，吃什么都不重要。
再说我的电话也是时候换了，所以这样不是一举两得吗？

今早，第一学期的成绩都知道了（多谢我的朋友回去学校帮我们看，然后还上传去Facebook），虽没办法拿满积分，但每科的成绩都在预料内。虽还没公布，但都还算满意，希望我没有看错，不然就白高兴了一场。希望一切的努力都能让我成功转到我要的科系 =)。