我不是不想家，只是没有时间想。


今天宿舍没有活动， 我也懒得出去， 时间是多到不懂要怎样用。。。


我承认我是忙碌命， 所以除了休息的时间以外， 最好是排满了活动。


所以， 今天我想家了， 也想起你。

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我尽然还听丁当的歌。。LOL

如果你也听说， 这首歌唱出了我的心声。

一半， 这首歌根本就是为现在的我而设。

还好，当初上帝只把马大的门打开。

虽然我不知道这个安排是好是坏， 但我相信， 上帝的安排就是最好的安排， 只是等待着我去发觉。

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最近生病了， 只能怪我自己， 少喝水， 少吃菜。

好，我承认我少喝水，但不是我不吃菜， 而是菜煮了没都一样，怎样吃？

吃salad 也不是这样吃法吧～更何况， 也不知道他们有没有洗干净。囧

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明天是毕业周的第一天， 应该会很精彩吧！

赶紧趁医生，牙医毕业的那天去堵一堵，看有没有机会（来马大的重点），哈哈。。

还有明天那个插头快点跟我去修一修吼！

My Room, My New LIfe!

Welcome to my chamber at UM's 3rd college, Tuanku Kurshiah! By the way, we are supposed to answer Tuanku Kurshiah instead of 3rd college when people asked us: Which college are you from? LOL


Alright, let the camera roll~~~

First up, My bed! 

As you can see this is so obvious a double decked bed and i'm sleeping on the 1st level, and nobody is sleeping above me for the time being. I can't believe my eyes...*wide eyes, jaws drop*, my bed is shooooo tiddddddddyyyyyyy~~~simply amazing, my mom definitely going to give me more pocket money if i did that at home. =P 

Next, my roomie's bed.

Obviously, she gets to sleep on the single bed. Because she arrived earlier than i did. sob sob....however, i'll freeze to dead if i were to sleep on the single bed...lol...By the way, she is such a law abiding student. White bed sheets+white pillow case(said so by the UM student handbook, who cares? she cares.. XD). Compared to mine colourful ones, i even had a pinky coloured bear bear bed sheet before i changed into the above one.  

Here you go, my side of table.

Actually, we are supposed to have 3 person tosqueeze in a room. But, i also don't know why there are only 2 of us in a room *jumping up and down*. So, we practically used up the 3 person space for the 2 of us. So, as you can tell from the picture, i'm occupying 1 1/2 of the table, =P. 

One of the shelf

 The upper part(where there are lots of stuff belongs to her), i only put 5 things there(you can count for yourself right? unless you can only count till 4 XD). 

Our shoes rack

I have no idea what is that chair doing there....hmmm..anyway, once again we used up the 3rd person space XP

Another shelf

Practically and theoretically a place for us to hang our clothes after washed, not much of storage purpose. lol

The one and only way in and out of our chamber. lol

 Open sesame! lol...it won't open up unless you got the key...haha!

Scratching my rusted head!?? lol...whhhattt did i missed out....hmmmm......

Oh ya..... 

Proud to present *drums roll*

My Wardrobe Closet!  

Nope it does not leads you to Narnia. Haha....

but to a kingdom call The Mess...lol...

Another view of my bed and my desk

With the curtains this time. lol... and not to miss out the fan and lights...==

I guess that's all on how my room looks like. Seriously feel kinda of sucks when i stepped in for the very first day. Nevertheless, at least it provided me a place to sleep. 

By the way, if you wanna to experience the fainting smell of moth balls,( haha..who would want to experience that? ), then you must visit my chamber(limits to female only).  

说不痛， 是假的。

但说了，你懂吗？

你说得简单；

我听了难受。

你问可以吗？

我的可以并不包过那些。

我以为我可以很洒脱；

但我错了，

你是否也一样？

你说过的一切，

是否真实过？

还是，都是谎言？

但，我是发自内心说的。

分手，是为了我还是你？

我只能说， 我的心还痛着

I don't like liars......so you better not be lying...

If you don't like, then just tell me straight.

Avoiding doesn't solve problem, only make it worst.    

Say yes? Say no?

I said yes. Haha...wondering what was i thinking lol...

The revival of my blog

Aloha~~~~~i'm back to blog lol...


Oh ya...this is the very first blog update using my newly brought lappy....all ready to go for uni yea!!!lol...no actually still got so many things yet to be done.sigh

The weather now is so tempting to sleep mien...hmm...i guess i'll just cut down on my crap talk and take my nap earlier...

First update, lappy brought! My dad brought it for me last wednesday, so my lappy is officially a week old. Hooray! =D Brought a HP lappy with core i5 2nd generation with a price less than RM 1900 is quite a buy ya? XD Of course lah, according to the shop owner this model of lappy is not available in malaysia. If you don't hiam the design of it, actually with this kind of spec and features it is really a good buy, Best Buy, MUST BUY! lol...i sounds like those promoter. But my brother said that his friend also brought a laptop with the same spec at the same price but different design as mine. TT i feel like a bit being cheated after hearing that. LOL. But my dad's friend aka shop owner gave me all sorts of free accessories, so okay la.

Secondly, I'm going to Singapore again!!!!!! lol...this is going to be the 3rd or 4th time in this year already. Later year end maybe going again. DATE ME PPL!!! 

Thirdly, today i went to the specific bank to open a saving account as requested by my uni. The process was quite fast, better than i expected with the crowd in there. BUT,  it is a 黑店...i clearly remember i didn't tick on the box stating i want to subscribe their SMS banking service de leh, why that lady put that thingy on my sim card??!!! I also bodoh bodoh trust her and hand over my sim card lol. The main point is that, i thought the service no need extra chargers de ma, because my current bank never charge anything upon any notifications sent to my phone, and they DON'T put stupid thing on my sim card that caused it to be STUCK IN MY PHONE NOW!!!!!! 1 sms notification cost 20 sen, they really know how to make money without asking huh...no wonder la...they can make money...==

So pekcek mien, futhermore with the JPA website. The website forbids me to fill up my parents new IC number. This is what i get when i was filling it up. Perhatian: Bagi penama yang hanya mempunyai kad pengenalan lama sebelum meninggal dunia, sila masukkan nombor kad pengenalan lama tersebut pada ruangan ini. I was like LOL. Don't tell me website also puasa hor....


okay....mel, now take a deep breathe and cool down...close your eyes and take a nap...<<< talking to myself..omg...i'm mad...  

Psalm 23:1-4

The Lord is my shepherd. I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, He leads me beside quiet waters. He restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. 


UPU result is finally announced yesterday. The course and university placement i was offered is Bachelor of Science (Science and Technology Studies) in University Malaya. This is my 7th choice. Should i cry or should i rejoice over it? UPU gave me a good uni but a bad course. Who to blame? Of course it is myself. Sigh. I admit that i didn't really look through all the eight choices carefully. Because i thought that my first 4 choices should be fine. So, i just learned another lesson, never ever simply choose something that i'm not sure of, even though the chances of getting it is very slim.

NUS also rejected my appeal, so i'm left with no choice but to trust in God and go. I'll need to have the faith i had in Him two years ago while i was doing my STPM even though what i get is disappointment again.

It is a 3.5 years course without hon, so i'll need to pay PTPTN eventually. Now, all i pray is that the course will be interesting, there are more Chinese and a good job prospect in the future.     

Amen. In You I trust.