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One and only 21st birthday =)

2012-02-02T13:05:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me~
Happy birthday to me~
Happy birthday to meeeeeee....~
Happy birthday to me~

今年，没有礼物。
今年，没有蛋糕。
今年，没有唱生日歌。
今年，没有生日大餐。
今年，没有庆祝生日。

今年的2月1号，的确跟往年的生日有很多的不同。。。
唯一相同的是，我又老了一岁。
照理说，21岁的生日应该会是最难忘的，最特别的；但，或许是近年来，我经过的一切也与往年有所差别。
因此看事情的角度，处事的态度，也有了差异，生日对我而言也有不同的意义。
多了很多感激与珍惜，所以也不去在乎物质上的满足，礼物和庆祝也显得没那么重要了。
朋友们的一句祝福，家人的陪伴，我觉得就已经足够了。

我妈问我说要如何庆祝，我直接说不用了，把钱省下来给我买电话好了。
应该会觉得我自相矛盾吧？不过我倒是觉得实际许多。
姑且把钱花在很丰盛的一餐，不如花在有意义的地方。
虽然我是不懂她会不会就这么办，但我觉得反正在家里吃，跟在外头吃，还不都一样？只要一家人能在一起吃饭才是重点，吃什么都不重要。
再说我的电话也是时候换了，所以这样不是一举两得吗？

今早，第一学期的成绩都知道了（多谢我的朋友回去学校帮我们看，然后还上传去Facebook），虽没办法拿满积分，但每科的成绩都在预料内。虽还没公布，但都还算满意，希望我没有看错，不然就白高兴了一场。希望一切的努力都能让我成功转到我要的科系 =)。

a little something while i'm working on the recap

2012-01-19T23:50:00.003+08:00

Although most of us always says "time flies", indeed they flies i can't agree more than that, but though it was fast a year past, but still many things took place, so i'll need more time to work on that recap thingy~

My 2011 was indeed packed with excitements and adventures =)...stay tune peeps

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I'm officially free from all assignments, quizzes, college activities, campus activities and of course the final exam for my 1st semester. So, i'm enjoying my Chinese New Year holidays now (officially...)

So, i headed off to Mid-Valley right after my last paper. Spent the money given by our government, sponsor by us...

Alright, this is not some word that will likely come out from my mouth =p

Before heading to Borders at The Gardens, i went for a shopping hunt for trousers but ended up with...

A dress from Dorothy Perkins =p (a girl's wardrobe never fail to expand...)

After learning that Borders is giving out all these attractive offers when we use the 1 Malaysia voucher...

So good, so nice right? XD

Without hesitation, me and my roomie went over after some apparel shopping~~ and after hours of looking and searching for suitable books this is what i get for myself...

All for RM103.70...so i'm left with another RM 100 voucher..

On top of those, i got these as well..wahohohohoho~

Another main reason for making a trip to Mid-Valley, is for the discount sushi~

Noms...Dinner? Supper? who cares...just eat la #likeaboss

These are what i got for myself as a treat after a long and tiring sem....

Indeed, after 9 months of long break after STPM, my engines kinda of rust already. It's time to polish and lubricate it a bit. Hope i did enough for my finals. First time ever last minute studies for finals (worry die me arh..)

Happy Holidays and Happy Chinese New Year peepz...

Recap under construction lol

2012-01-01T23:49:00.001+08:00

Hey! Hi! once again =)

Weird title for a post huh? ya i think so too...#troll.jpg (kinda of addict to meme lately)...

Actually...i wanted to do a reflection/recap/re-wateveryoudonein2011 post (like many others do), but my finals is just a day away, and it's close to mid-night already (need to get some beauty sleep), annnnnddddd...... i'm still at home? lol...ya, don't roll ur eyes, i'm going back tomorrow TT #foreveralone.jpg

Anyway...Coming back to the post, like what the title said so, i'll do a recap of my 2011 soon (probably after my finals in 3 weeks of hell). So, be prepare for a super duper hyper incredible vegetable cucumber (hmm..) longggggg post >) .

It's a happy thing that i got to come back to meet up with some friends and spend some time with my family, but the sad thing was that i don't have time to study (excuses..actually is... don't have mood lol).

I'm already having CNY mood even before my finals starts, bad thing larh...>_<

Okie i'll end here...it's getting late already and i still have a bus to catch in the morning.

Tata...buai buai peepo =D
Happy New Year and All The Best to all public uni people in your finals...cheers

Shopping Hunt

2011-12-22T16:17:00.001+08:00

another late update...sorry peepo~~~ =p

So, after most of my mega projects, assignments and presentations i'm finally taking part in the Malaysia YES! lol...nothing to feel proud actually...

Went to Berjaya Time Square and Pavilion and these are my trophies =)

The best hunt for the day is the sweater I've been searching for ages and i finally found a suitable one in Forever 21 <3. Although it cost RM60 (a bit heartache..)

We had our late lunch and early dinner at Kim Gary =)

My order~

Anne's cheese baked rice...

Ashley's order~~~

The portion of the food there is quite mega in size...my tummy almost explode..XD

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Some random updates....(took these pictures ages ago, but never had time to blog about it..lol)

RED NAILS!!!!

brought this chili red nail polish from elianto some N days ago lol...

Many people thought that i went for some professional manicure, felt so proud and happy after hearing that. My skills are getting better =)

(please ignore the piece of thing that looks like shit in the background)

After a week of my DIY manicure, people still thought that i went for some professional manicure lol (so embarrassing la). They think that those chipped and cracked were done intentionally. ( i'm flattered..XD)

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Pizza Hut was in UM!!! So, these was taken during one of my lunchie~~

Nom nom nom~~~

The sun doesn't shines brightly everyday, so i don't always enjoy good food too...

Some simple and instant lunches~~~indeed INSTANT~~lol

Proudly present Ibumie+Sedap...lol...

If you know me long enough, you'll know that i'm a super creative and sometimes disgusting person(as said so by somebody..><) when it comes to food. Eg. i like to mix match my food randomly, i eat food that looks like baby food, i just simply likes to MIX my food randomly LOL...

Sometimes, i have something authentic and simple too~~

I hope that this consider as normal food to you...lol

I didn't expect this post would be so long...lol...anyway 冬至节快乐 =)

I wanna to eat 汤圆叻~~~

Good buai peepos~~~<3

The Crab Island

2011-12-21T10:11:00.001+08:00

CC Trip of the year is to Pulau Ketam...yahoo~~
So sorry now baru got time to update...

It all took place two weeks ago though...but nothing is too late ya...=)

So LET THE CAMERA ROLL~~~

Quick picture before we set off ~~

Arrived at Pulau Ketam Ferry Terminal at Port Klang...waiting to board the ferry

Self-shot in the ferry~~

We touched ground~~~somehow i feel that the floor is still moving up and down lol

Some random shots after we arrived at our hotel

After briefing, we are asked to dance their traditional annual CC trip dance..

Guy in specs: Har? Serious bor?.. (seriously no easy task..)

This photo clearly explains the blurness on my face...notice that my first dance partner is the cutest guy around (totally lmx punya sayur)

Let's start to dance...seriously i no dance well lol...but my partner's eyes was like fuyoh electrified (1000W) XD..

Some bromance going around(more to come)..due to high demand but low supply of girls (first time in history)

My groupmates =)

Morning dancexercise~~~yup more dancing ><

Shake shake your bodies =)

Random photos of the 2nd day during our explore race

One big group photo on the very last day~~~

My family photo =) Go Nemo!!!! (the rest of the photos seems to be missing...we took so many photos until the camera run out of memory..lol)

Pack your begs and off we go back to UM =(

Now time for some super duper random shots!!! Normally this is where it gets interesting =)

First up...

Some sight-seeing =)

As the guys gets ready for their legendary human pyramid...

The girls were already taking pretty pictures =)

The legendary human pyramid~~

How can i end my trip without beautiful scenery photos? A big NO NO for a blogger, so here it is...enjoy =)

Huge right? the dog, not the head..haha

Opps...sorry another bromance photo came popping out..totally ruin the scenery XP...like i've promise "more to come", notice that this pair is one of the pair in the previous photo...(are u planning to scroll back to the previous photo?)

Tada....that's all for the trip update =)

Time to concentrate on my studies for my finals...hiong ah~~~dean list XD

SHOPPING SPREE... end up buying nothing much

2011-11-25T20:15:00.001+08:00

Disappointment mien...because what i planned to do FAILED =(

Hmm...really should go with people who have the same shopping habit and fashion sense as me....

Today, i actually planned to go Fahrenheit88 for a shop till drop day, BECAUSE THERE IS A...

Buuutttttt, the moment we got there around 12pm...the queue was already very long, waiting to enter the event hall..>< From my friends facial expression and body language, i think they are saying : No Way I'm going to queue up for that...=(

So, we just walk around Fahrenheit88, this is the first time i went in there, it was unexpectedly smaller than what i expected...alright nothing much...just some Christmas Decoration lol...

We move on to

Cheh..i kena bluff by my friend la...nobody is at the door to open the door pun, because it is an AUTOMATIC door lah..buuu~~~

Okay maybe the other door...LOL

The decorations inside Pavilion

The best shot i could get using my iTouch lol

Just ignore the two guys

Hmm...repeated photo? no hor...the previous one is in portrait view..lol

GIGANTIC STICKY!!!!!

Hmm...Pavilion's Birthday? lol

A view from upstairs...sorry my photo taking skills really lousy =p

Bubble tea from Tokyo Street...wanted to try their famous pop egg milk tea (limited 50 cups a day), but sold out, so i ordered roasted milk tea with red bean (can't remember the exact name).
Seriously, NOTHING SPECIAL( taste almost similar to the Witchery at my hometown...but this shit cost RM 5.90..never buy again!)
SUPPORT Chatime and Gong Cha..maybe i'll try Ding Cha next time =)

A little something spotted at Watson =) very yummy and cute ya..

Our lunch at Cappicciosa..they are having promotion for all fresh pasta at RM7.90++(from 24th to27th Nov)
Don't be surprise if Japanese words is spotted in this Italian restro...haha

My Friend's

Mine =)...and another friend also ordered the same thing.
The salmon in it was awesome!
Not uncooked or overcooked... nicezzz *thumbs up*

Brought it from Etude House at RM 12 for 5 piece..=)
Dunno good or not..

Wanted to post a photo of me but cannot =(

Try again....

Tada....yeah! ( haha...4 in 1 photo! lol)

My hair grown long ady..yeah! =)

Okay, that's all for today, tomorrow onward must finish all my assignments and tutorials! Before i plan for my shopping during YES! I WANT MANGO!!!!

2011-11-16T09:22:00.001+08:00

Alright this is seriously frustrating....

Hmm...i'm now blogging from my faculty plaza, and i'm feeling super duper sleepy now...usually by this time, i should be in my room snoring away, but due to my "tir kar" leg, i need to cut down on walking >< (because later i still have another class...sigh). Sleep here maybe? NO, of course! I'LL NEVER SLEEP IN PUBLIC (i only doze off in public...lol)

Who ask me to be so clumsy, that i sprained my leg yesterday while walking down the stairs. Lesson learned, never talk and walking down the stairs without looking at where you land your foot next at the same time.

Still in a dilemma, whether i should go to the clinic at 12th college or not. (because it is seriously ridiculously far....lazy la me)

Just had my breakfast. Brought milo+sandwich from the science bazaar. Sandwich quite tasty and cheap as well, nothing special about the milo....lol

Two guys just walk pass me, makes me wonders why are they wearing like a waiters.( LOL...ikr..i'm being random).

Urgh..i didn't bring my itouch USB cable, but i wanna to upload my "tir kar" leg photo..lol

Alright, here comes a china guy and a russian lady, talking to each other in very weird accent of English. (I don't really understand what are they talking about, but amazingly they can understand each other)

Out of a sudden, I feel cold. My fingers are freezing, my toes as well (chill weather...simply my favourite). I suddenly remember that i need to print out my English presentation slides for my lecturer. Suddenly i realized that science fac got quite a number of foreign students compared to business fac. It seems that out of a sudden, there are many suddenly happening things. ==

The APK seminar ruins my saturday jogging plan...urgh! Saturday still have class #sadlife

Off to class....adios~

干嘛?

2011-11-03T22:40:00.002+08:00

就是没干嘛。。。LOL
我的室友回家了，也就是说整个房间我包了 XD
好吧，我承认，我很无聊。。。*blank mind*

This time my holidays will be filled with nothing else but by, ASSIGNMENTS! screw it =( Sien to the max ah~~~Suddenly, i tuned back to English channel pulak...hahaxxx Alright back to where i was...lol...by the way, i'll need to do some catch up with my studies, so in conclusion, I DO NOT HAVE ANY HOLIDAYS FULL STOP

Seriously, studies in university isn't any easy, so bear in mind if anyone tells you that "university ah...very easy de lah, just go in and relax"....it's all bullshyte!(Wait, i think that's what i might tell my juniors once i graduate) Hmm...okay, maybe i'm being a bit sarcastic and pessimistic, but i'm serious...SERIOUSLY...i couldn't understand mostly what my lecturers were talking/teaching about, like 80% or more...lol...i seriously have no idea how did i took those test with ZERO knowledge in my mind without getting ZERO for it. I think if today, i'm in a biology/chemistry/maths/physics class, at least i still can get something out from somewhere. Anyway, i'm sure God will help me de lah, because Kuok Foundation just rang me up yesterday to offer me. Alright, first JPA then Kuok Foundation, i guess God is shouting out loud to me, YOU'RE GONNA TO BE STUCK WITH THIS COURSE WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT.

Time seriously flies, i've been here close to 2 months already, and everything seems like just took place not very long ago (this explains why i'm still in holiday mood). Anyway, i just went for a JPA briefing this afternoon, as always it was delayed for 30 mins #somalaysian...after all the blah blah blah, i went back to my room. By the way, it has been raining super heavily these few days, until i'm so lazy to take out my umbrella..lol..

Oh ya, i haven't yet mention that i've upgraded to ios5 right? Anyway, i just want to say that ios5 is awesome! Seriously, the reminder and imessage feature, really useful la. My friend checked out the iphone 4s in singapore and said that it is really cool (alright i'll checked it out once it landed on malaysia ground, bila har...) But still, it won't be a good buy.

I'm going home tomorrow...yahooo~~~i'm going to bring the least stuff back if possible. Will i suffer insomnia tonite, due to my excitement =P...i miss my bolster..

Song of the day:

如果代价只是一句，傻瓜，就好了。

=)

2011-10-16T10:37:00.004+08:00

看到你幸福，我为你高兴 =）

是你就是你的，谁也不能和你抢 =)

2011-10-02T22:04:00.000+08:00

我不是不想家，只是没有时间想。

今天宿舍没有活动，我也懒得出去，时间是多到不懂要怎样用。。。

我承认我是忙碌命，所以除了休息的时间以外，最好是排满了活动。

所以，今天我想家了，也想起你。

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我尽然还听丁当的歌。。LOL

如果你也听说，这首歌唱出了我的心声。

一半，这首歌根本就是为现在的我而设。

还好，当初上帝只把马大的门打开。

虽然我不知道这个安排是好是坏，但我相信，上帝的安排就是最好的安排，只是等待着我去发觉。

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最近生病了，只能怪我自己，少喝水，少吃菜。

好，我承认我少喝水，但不是我不吃菜，而是菜煮了没都一样，怎样吃？

吃salad 也不是这样吃法吧～更何况，也不知道他们有没有洗干净。囧

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明天是毕业周的第一天，应该会很精彩吧！

赶紧趁医生，牙医毕业的那天去堵一堵，看有没有机会（来马大的重点），哈哈。。

还有明天那个插头快点跟我去修一修吼！

My Room, My New LIfe!

2011-09-22T13:58:00.000+08:00

Welcome to my chamber at UM's 3rd college, Tuanku Kurshiah! By the way, we are supposed to answer Tuanku Kurshiah instead of 3rd college when people asked us: Which college are you from? LOL

Alright, let the camera roll~~~

First up, My bed!

As you can see this is so obvious a double decked bed and i'm sleeping on the 1st level, and nobody is sleeping above me for the time being. I can't believe my eyes...*wide eyes, jaws drop*, my bed is shooooo tiddddddddyyyyyyy~~~simply amazing, my mom definitely going to give me more pocket money if i did that at home. =P

Next, my roomie's bed.

Obviously, she gets to sleep on the single bed. Because she arrived earlier than i did. sob sob....however, i'll freeze to dead if i were to sleep on the single bed...lol...By the way, she is such a law abiding student. White bed sheets+white pillow case(said so by the UM student handbook, who cares? she cares.. XD). Compared to mine colourful ones, i even had a pinky coloured bear bear bed sheet before i changed into the above one.

Here you go, my side of table.

Actually, we are supposed to have 3 person tosqueeze in a room. But, i also don't know why there are only 2 of us in a room *jumping up and down*. So, we practically used up the 3 person space for the 2 of us. So, as you can tell from the picture, i'm occupying 1 1/2 of the table, =P.

One of the shelf

The upper part(where there are lots of stuff belongs to her), i only put 5 things there(you can count for yourself right? unless you can only count till 4 XD).

Our shoes rack

I have no idea what is that chair doing there....hmmm..anyway, once again we used up the 3rd person space XP

Another shelf

Practically and theoretically a place for us to hang our clothes after washed, not much of storage purpose. lol

The one and only way in and out of our chamber. lol

Open sesame! lol...it won't open up unless you got the key...haha!

Scratching my rusted head!?? lol...whhhattt did i missed out....hmmmm......

Oh ya.....

Proud to present *drums roll*

My Wardrobe Closet!

Nope it does not leads you to Narnia. Haha....

but to a kingdom call The Mess...lol...

Another view of my bed and my desk

With the curtains this time. lol... and not to miss out the fan and lights...==

I guess that's all on how my room looks like. Seriously feel kinda of sucks when i stepped in for the very first day. Nevertheless, at least it provided me a place to sleep.

By the way, if you wanna to experience the fainting smell of moth balls,( haha..who would want to experience that? ), then you must visit my chamber(limits to female only).

2011-09-21T13:52:00.000+08:00

说不痛，是假的。

但说了，你懂吗？

你说得简单；

我听了难受。

你问可以吗？

我的可以并不包过那些。

我以为我可以很洒脱；

但我错了，

你是否也一样？

你说过的一切，

是否真实过？

还是，都是谎言？

但，我是发自内心说的。

分手，是为了我还是你？

我只能说，我的心还痛着

2011-09-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

I don't like liars......so you better not be lying...

If you don't like, then just tell me straight.

Avoiding doesn't solve problem, only make it worst.

Say yes? Say no?

2011-08-14T18:14:00.000+08:00

I said yes. Haha...wondering what was i thinking lol...

The revival of my blog

2011-08-03T16:46:00.000+08:00

Aloha~~~~~i'm back to blog lol...

Oh ya...this is the very first blog update using my newly brought lappy....all ready to go for uni yea!!!lol...no actually still got so many things yet to be done.sigh

The weather now is so tempting to sleep mien...hmm...i guess i'll just cut down on my crap talk and take my nap earlier...

First update, lappy brought! My dad brought it for me last wednesday, so my lappy is officially a week old. Hooray! =D Brought a HP lappy with core i5 2nd generation with a price less than RM 1900 is quite a buy ya? XD Of course lah, according to the shop owner this model of lappy is not available in malaysia. If you don't hiam the design of it, actually with this kind of spec and features it is really a good buy, Best Buy, MUST BUY! lol...i sounds like those promoter. But my brother said that his friend also brought a laptop with the same spec at the same price but different design as mine. TT i feel like a bit being cheated after hearing that. LOL. But my dad's friend aka shop owner gave me all sorts of free accessories, so okay la.

Secondly, I'm going to Singapore again!!!!!! lol...this is going to be the 3rd or 4th time in this year already. Later year end maybe going again. DATE ME PPL!!!

Thirdly, today i went to the specific bank to open a saving account as requested by my uni. The process was quite fast, better than i expected with the crowd in there. BUT, it is a 黑店...i clearly remember i didn't tick on the box stating i want to subscribe their SMS banking service de leh, why that lady put that thingy on my sim card??!!! I also bodoh bodoh trust her and hand over my sim card lol. The main point is that, i thought the service no need extra chargers de ma, because my current bank never charge anything upon any notifications sent to my phone, and they DON'T put stupid thing on my sim card that caused it to be STUCK IN MY PHONE NOW!!!!!! 1 sms notification cost 20 sen, they really know how to make money without asking huh...no wonder la...they can make money...==

So pekcek mien, futhermore with the JPA website. The website forbids me to fill up my parents new IC number. This is what i get when i was filling it up. Perhatian: Bagi penama yang hanya mempunyai kad pengenalan lama sebelum meninggal dunia, sila masukkan nombor kad pengenalan lama tersebut pada ruangan ini. I was like LOL. Don't tell me website also puasa hor....

okay....mel, now take a deep breathe and cool down...close your eyes and take a nap...<<< talking to myself..omg...i'm mad...

Psalm 23:1-4

2011-07-16T10:29:00.000+08:00

The Lord is my shepherd. I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, He leads me beside quiet waters. He restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

UPU result is finally announced yesterday. The course and university placement i was offered is Bachelor of Science (Science and Technology Studies) in University Malaya. This is my 7th choice. Should i cry or should i rejoice over it? UPU gave me a good uni but a bad course. Who to blame? Of course it is myself. Sigh. I admit that i didn't really look through all the eight choices carefully. Because i thought that my first 4 choices should be fine. So, i just learned another lesson, never ever simply choose something that i'm not sure of, even though the chances of getting it is very slim.

NUS also rejected my appeal, so i'm left with no choice but to trust in God and go. I'll need to have the faith i had in Him two years ago while i was doing my STPM even though what i get is disappointment again.

It is a 3.5 years course without hon, so i'll need to pay PTPTN eventually. Now, all i pray is that the course will be interesting, there are more Chinese and a good job prospect in the future.

Amen. In You I trust.

Are you waiting???

2011-06-19T20:40:00.001+08:00

Have you been waiting for my blog updates? Haha....perasan betul saya.

-Looking at previous post- OMG! It's has been a month????? Nuuuuuuuu~~~~~

Okay, now picture upload first!

Pic-cha taken before going for Sern Wang's Wedding ceremony.

Pic-cha taken during Sern Wang's wedding banquet. My fringe =(

My hair set up for the night! Not very clear huh? I agree =(

Last pic-cha. Nothing related to the above, just some random updates.

My hair really grown longer.

So what have I've be up to? Eat, Sleep, Shit, LOL. Well, my life can only be described as BORING! Looking at the bright side, I must enjoy my life now before going to the world call STRESS!

Alright back to the updates. More pictures! GoGoGo!

Brought this two yesterday. One from Elianto(RM5) and one from TheFaceShop(RM5.90).

Argh....regretted should buy the base coat from TheFaceShop, only cost RM5.90.

Four pink lady standing in a row <3

Are you seeing what i'm seeing? So many Watson plastic beg! LOL

Big, small and medium. Some more got the old version one at the back LOL.

Alright so that's all for the updates, Happy Father's Day to all daddy. =D

Here Comes The Bride

2011-05-28T09:20:00.000+08:00

*Wedding anthem*

Morning people, i'm back to BLOG! So, today is our youth advisor and his beautiful wife to be wedding day. Yesterday, me as part of the worship team(it was decided on the spot XD) came back from practice around 12am. Because everybody is using that time for their first and last practice. LOL~~~

I'll be updating more after the wedding!

I'm back~~~~~

2011-05-10T20:29:00.000+08:00

After two days of work, i finally got the time to blog about my 3 days(Friday to Sunday) Singapore backpacking trip.

I left batu pahat around noon time by KKKL, and reached Singapore around 3.30pm, and my aunts place around 4pm. I'm glad that there are no jam(traffic jam, of course, not the one you can eat lah XD) on the way and no long queue in the immigration.

The first day, i went to the nearby shopping complex, brought a box of my beauty diary mask from Sasa and a pair of ear rings. The weather over there is extremely HOT! Walking on the street during night time also makes me sweat.

Second day, a record breaking day. First, i shopped for the longest hour(10 hours) ever with May June. Secondly, i spent the most for shopping ever in a day . Thirdly, i travel the most by MRT in a day. Fourthly, i went to the most places in a day in Singapore. I met up with her around 10.30am, then we went to the Digital Mall in City Hall to get my Ipod Touch. Next, we went to Bugis Street to buy some clothes, after that, we went to Somerset( i get my mom a necklace as mother's day + birthday gift) then to Orchard since they are like walking distance. Finally, back to City Hall for our dinner. After dinner, we continued to shop shop shop. Then, we kiss goodbye on the MRT.

Third day, i spent the whole morning watching the tv, Channel U of course(i won't get to watch it once i'm back in m'sia). I set off for my journey home around 1.40pm.

You must be wondering, where are all the photos? A trip can't do without photos as memories right? But, i'm sorry to say, i've no time to take any photos(too busy with the shopping), so no photos lor....=p

Singapore HERE I COME~~~

2011-05-03T19:59:00.001+08:00

Alright, i know it sound strange, for a person like me who visit singapore that often to sound so excited. Well, the fact is, this is my first oversea backpacking trip all by myself! Don't roll your eyes, Singapore is indeed on the other side of the sea, maybe it is just a smaller size one. Anyway, i'll be going alone and that's the reason i'm excited about. We need to make our lives more interesting by trying out things we never did before. (maybe sky diving next time XD)

This time i'm going backpacking alone(not really actually, as i won't be staying at some backpackers motel or camping by the east cost). Never mind lah, i say is backpacking then it shall be. =D

I won't be revealing any more detail, to prevent some pervertic from stalking me (paranoid? maybe). Praying for hope cheerful sunday over there! And please don't let me see that "%^$&%^*^&&£$@@~@!£$^ immigration officer.

So enjoy while you people still can with your holidays! Use it wisely, stop gaming and rempit-ing anymore.

29042011 Part 2

2011-05-01T13:11:00.002+08:00

Part 2 is actually about my last day in the kindergarten.

I think i'll do some picture story telling

First up, Mrs Goh's morning class.

Some still in bed

All arrived

*Is time to say goodbye!*

Some special characters you won't want to miss.

Mrs Goh's class edition

Say hi to ah hao. The cute boy with the mushroom cut hair.

Victor, the boy that brought his ipad to school! Can you imagine, a 4 year old kid owns an ipad?

Mrs Lau's class edition

Jave, the kid with a big head and a tiny body. He likes to make funny face in order to get attention.

Coming up next is Wei Heng. This little chatterbox never stop. He sing, he talk, he cry, he does anything to keep his mouth moving. He lives down the road near my house.

The harlo kid,Li Feng. He always wears a big smile whenever he comes to school. He'll always say harlo to us when he comes and bye bye when he is about to go home.

Now the afternoon session.

Mrs Lau

Miss Rosemary

Mrs Goh

Now for the afternoon special characters.

Mrs Lau's class edition

First up, the hero among the heroes, Peng Xu. He is also one super chatterbox, and a super lepak kaki, he never seat still.

Here is our role model kid, Desmond. He is the baby to all jie jie working there.

Evan, he never speaks like his age. He is just simply TOO MATURE!

Wee Xin is the one will always doze off during lesson. Look at her sleepy eyes.

p/s: this photo is taken before going into class.

Asriel, my little baby. Isn't he adorable. <3

Miss Rosemary's class edition

First up, the class hero, Joel. This is the curly hair kid that i mentioned in one of my previous post. The poo kid.

Fernando, another sleepy head. Look at his eyes then you know lah. His eyes never stop moving, i mean seriously that his eyes is always in constant motion unless he close them.

The ultimate poser, Rui Jean. She has lots and lots of different poses.

The stubborn kid, an an. He'll always say, 我叫我爸爸打你.

Mrs Goh's class edition

*Drum roll* The one and only Jazlyn.

Now the Princess and Missy.

So basically we does lots of things in the kindergarten. We play with kids, we help them with their writing, we help them to change clothes, we help them to clean up these and clean up that and erm...more and more cleaning. More and more like a cleaner also.

Oh ya, we celebrate birthdays too.

Yummy cake, i still remember the flavour is peach.

Working there for 4 months is really a facing my biggest fear experience, the kids. Well, in the end i learn how to bring up my kids. Never ever let your kids watch animation or cartoons, eg ultraman, power rangers, ben 10 etc. They are only suppose to watch mickey mouse, discovery or national geography. Boring? yeah of course, but what to do? Blame it on those violent content in animation, all the fighting and killing and zapping of monsters. Why am i worrying about it now? I'm still young, right? XD The main thing that i learned is how to handle kids.

After work, our principal treat us a meal. We were just in time to catch the live telecast royal wedding at 6pm. So that's all for the part 2.

Have a good day people, enjoy your labour day!

29042011 Part 1

2011-04-30T13:39:00.000+08:00

This is definitely one memorable day. First, this is the date that the royal wedding of Prince William and Kate Middleton took place. Secondly, this is my last day working at the kindergarten.

The Royal Wedding

Yesterday, they were officially husband and wife. I'm sure that the whole UK is jumping up and down celebrating it!

I hope they will love and support one another in the years to come.

Just like any other wedding, the wedding grown is the headline.

I admit that this wedding grown is far way apart to the one i expected. As long she looks stunning and elegant enough, nothing else matters. It is indeed one simple yet sophisticated weeding grown. I think it is a wise choice of her not to choose a wedding grown that is too edgy looking or overdesigned. So, when we look at it ten years later, it won't look too old fashion. I really like the little lace detail at the bottom of the dress. By the way, the tiara should be slightly bigger. It is almost covered up by the veil and hair.

Now for the church

Now the inside

Go green!

The cross shape floor layout.

Another photo.

I want to get married here too. Amazingly beautiful!

Now the KISS

They even did it twice. Awwwww....

Oh my~

2011-04-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

Ahahahaha...look, stupid me! Wore such fashionable slipper to work! ><

But amazingly, nobody discover.

The left foot wore my own, while the right foot wore my mom's. =_=

This lesson teaches us not to grab things in the dark especially while using legs.

Diet Fever~~~

2011-04-10T21:54:00.000+08:00

Lots of people are going on diet lately! But i wonder how many of them will way their talk. By the way, i'm one of them too...=D I hope i'll really lose some weight after this diet program(maybe 10kg? XD), i set for myself. Maybe i'll diet, fast and pray at the same time. Quite a number of things to pray for...hmmmm...

I just realize that i've been actively blogging and ranting this few days. Yalah, maybe i just had too much to rant about. What to do, when there are too many things happening now. Disappointment mostly.

So, a little update about me. I'm still working in kindergarten and Kumon. I've sent all my forms and documents for my application. I really hope that what i prayed for is in God's plan too.

That's all....buay buay~~~

Seriously you need a WAKE UP CALL!

2011-04-07T21:08:00.001+08:00

Seriously wake up please!

You said that you are not going to listen to anything i said! So, who do you think you are? You think you have a more mature or rational brain than me? Or do you think that what she say is more mature or rational? Or is it what she say is more music to your ears?

You have your rights to listen and say what you like. But i also have the rights and obligation to wake you up from this long sleep!

You don't want listen to me just because i told you something bad about her from what i heard from my friends. Then, she told you that my friends also badmouth me behind my back. Therefore i'm equally bad as her, i don't have the rights to say anything? So you think that what i said compared to hers is not worth listening. Oh please lah, who doesn't badmouth about their friends when they are mad at each other? Who doesn't have lousy EQ sometimes?

If you wanna know bad stuff i did, or what are the bad things about me, you just come to me and i can just give you a long list of it. Seriously, i hated myself when i was doing those or said bad things or awful words to my friends when i was mad.

But i need to say that sometimes nice words may not be good words. I admit sometimes what i say to my friends may hurt, but what i really mean is trying to make a wake up call. Many times the truth doesn't sound nice. I know i could make it sound nicer, but i'm just too lazy and i don't have excellent EQ. Furthermore i'm mad at them when there're are blinded to see truth. But i'm trying my best improving it.

Anyway, my friends still comes back to me and we continued being good friends.(i hope that they thinks the same too) But do those people she pissed off continue their friendship as close as they were before, with her? What i know is NO!

I have no idea how did she puts me in your picture. But i only choose to say those things out of concern to you and not trying to badmouth her.

Do you think that a person genuinely cares about you when he or she doesn't care what you plan for your future? I won't care for a friend like that. Even if that person is just my friend, i would also want the best for that person. Much less to say that if that person is somebody important to me.

I'm mad but i'm more disappointed.
Anyway, you are old enough to make your choice. I forgive you and i apologize if i really hurt your feelings. But i'll never give up!

Wake up dude!

2011-04-06T21:38:00.000+08:00

Can somebody just knocked some sense into his brain? ><

WAKE UP WOULD YOU? IF YOU THINK SHE IS RIGHT, THEN GO AHEAD AND BANG THE WALL AS YOU WISH!

Let time tell who have a more mature thinking!

Would you just stop poo-ing in your pants, kid?

2011-03-25T18:35:00.001+08:00

There is just this kid with curly hair that poo-ed in his pants twice today. By the way, this is the second time he poo-ed in his pants within this week. Geram betul, really feel like taking something to stuck into his asshole. Just joking lah....but seriously geram tau! I'm paid to help the teacher, not to help you clean up your butt, definitely not when you pooped in YOUR PANTS!

The worst part is that he didn't even give any warning. LOL...can't you feel that something is going to come out from your anus? Or your butt muscle just simply uncontrollable?

You know the feeling of watching that poo dropping out from his pants twice? Ewwwwww.....mien that's really disgusting! I only realize that until i smell an awful sticky smell filling the whole room. GROSS! Awwwwww......until now i still can smell that.....@@

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............................hope that i can get another job asap!

Holidays ends

2011-03-20T22:16:00.001+08:00

Well Well Well.....it time to say goodbye~~~to my holidays =(

To clear some misunderstanding, i'm not schooling but i'm working in a kindergarten. So, when kids are having their holidays, i'm also enjoying mine while still get paid. =D Not a bad deal huh? XD

But, i definitely spent my holidays very very veryyyyyyy wisely. I started off going to singapore with my mom for NTU and NUS's open house. It was really a worthwhile trip, because there are lots of freebies....hurray...eg: drinks(unlimited green tea), bags, files, note book/pad, hp holder, laptop holder, pens etc. Unlike Malaysia's colleges or unis, definitely all is pens or note books only, kiamsiap betul.

Coming back, NUS is launching their U-town this coming semester. It consists of 4 residential colleges(it is something like hostel) though only two is ready. During their open house, the U-town is open for tour, so, we went there to look look see see. Because it is still under construction, we need to put on safety helmet and boot which are super heavy. Seriously, their residential college looks more like hotel than hostel. Of course, the cost is also more like hotel than hostel. The most amazing thing is that they have gigantic fans in their MPH and dinning area. Seriously huge! It's size is about 10 times or more than our home ceiling fan. According to the tour guide it cost up to few SGD $10 or $20 thousands.
They also have the longest PRIVATE linked bridge in Singapore, linking the U-town to their main campus. The word "PRIVATE" must be emphasize, said so by the tour guide.

The overall environment in both unis are really conducive to live and to study. Seriously is ideal! Beautiful buildings, tasty food with a wide range of varieties(that's what it is about), free shuttle bus service and beautiful students for sure. So, i hope for the best for my application, first choice still NUS (of course lah). Now, i need to work on my USP entrance essay.

Sorry, no picture uploads because i was too busy walking, taking freebies and rushing for time.

On Friday, i went to Malacca for facon education fair. It was like ordinary fair, of course. Haha...

So, nothing much left. Tada~~~
Goodbye holidays, hello school and little monsters....XD

Call Me Miss Lee for 3 Days

2011-03-09T20:55:00.000+08:00

I'll be standing in as a temporary teacher for Mrs Tai when she goes of for her holidays these 3 days.

Earlier on i was called jie jie, but now since i'm teaching, so the students need to address me as Miss Lee. So, they were kind of confused when i entered the class. Especially those 4 years old, because they were so use to call me Melvina jie jie, and now suddenly become Miss Lee. I just can't help stop laughing at their expression, their blur looking face is just simply too adorable. There is even a kid asked me whether i'm Melvina jie jie or Miss.Lee? Obviously he is really confeused XD.

Now i wonder after the holidays whether they will call me jie jie or Miss Lee, after being brainwashed to address me Miss Lee these 3 days before holidays or not. Of course I would still prefer they call me jie jie rather than Miss Lee, because it just makes me sound younger.

Today is my first day, mainly teaching PE, Civics and Computer in the morning, and Chinese in the afternoon. I'll update again on Friday after i completed my 3 days temporary teaching.

That's all...so todotada....=D

Randomness

2011-03-01T18:30:00.000+08:00

This is just going to be another random post.

It's been 2 months since i started working. Overall, it was okay. I guess that i'm just used to this daily routine. Which is basically, wake up, wash up, get dress, buy lunch, going to be pissed off by some kids, go home...blah blah blah... But starting from today onwards there is something different, which is, my friend Mei Xuen jie jie has quit. By the way, i'll miss ya~~~XD

Actually working in kindergarden is very suitable for people who not only love kids but also cakes. Because, every one day or two, there will be somebody celebrating their birthday. So, there are countless cakes throughout the year. Sometimes, there are more than one person celebrating their birthday. So, there will be even more varieties of cakes. In conclusion, we will also become cake experts very soon. Not too bad huh? But be prepared to be fat and sick of cakes sooner or later.

That's all for today....tada~~~

Happy Friday

2011-02-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

Yeappy.....TOMORROW IS FRIDAY~~~
I LOVE FRIDAY!!!!!

kindda of a big LOL....but i still love FRIDAY~~~~because the next day is OFF DAY! =D

=(

2011-02-18T18:12:00.000+08:00

My heart just shattered...

Dizzy dizzy @@

2011-02-13T19:23:00.001+08:00

Alamak, tomorrow i'm going to the clinic for the second time in this month! What for? Sick lor, of course =(

Shouldn't have dragged until now...haih....but i'm very lazy to go out mah. Still blogging now, i think i still can tahan till tomorrow morning. I'm now down with fever, headache and soar throat. The worst is that my whole body is aching, "bo lat"(except fingers).

I guess my valentine is not going to having any candle light dinner or what sumptuous mamamia dinner, but eating pillsssssssssssssss and sleeping on my bed.

Tada, i'm going to rest now~~~

Review on Mask/Pack

2011-02-13T15:05:00.000+08:00

Lately i'm enthusiastically in love with skin food product. So, after trying a few product, i decided to write a review on it. This is the first time i'm writing review for products, so i apologized for any errors. The pricing are based on my memory, so it may not be accurate.

This review is mainly on Mask/Pack.

Product: Acorn Jelly Mask (wash of) 100g

Price: RM 69.00

Skin Type: Acne/Oily

Function: Tightens oil-clogged enlarged pores, exfoliates dead skin cells, help to reduce pimple/acne

I didn't buy it but i got a sample of it. It feels good on my skin. Within a few weeks my face is acne free. I think i'll buy it after my current wash of mask is used up.

Product: Black Sesame Seed Hot Mask (wash of) 110g

Price: RM 44.00

Skin Type: Acne/Oily/Dry

Function: Deep cleansing with thermal effect, highly moisturizing

I'm currently using it, it has a heating effect when first apply, my skin feels silky smooth after using it. For me, i used it as a scrub before applying my mask. It has tiny black beads (i'm assuming sesame seeds) to clean my face and to prevent blemishes. It can last up to 3-4 months, by using it 2-3 times per week. Not recommend for sensitive skin.

Product: Herb Salad Mask Sheet

Price: RM 8.60

Skin Type: Sensitive/Acne

Function: Mainly for troubled and dull skin. Prevents acne (according to promoter)

I was instructed to used once every two days for a series of therapy treatment for a week (about 3 sheets per week). After the first usage, my skin looks brighter and shinier. It has a pleasant smell.

Product: Peach Sake Pore Essence Mask Sheet

Price: RM 7.90

Skin Type: Oily

Function: To control excess sebum, leaving skin clean and lustrous.

My skin feels hydrated and firm after using it. It also has a pleasant smell. I used it before i go to bed, my face still feels silky smooth the next morning.

I think that's all for today's review. If you need any more info please do leave your thoughts.

其实你很幸福

2011-02-11T18:47:00.001+08:00

当你说朋友都离你而去时，
你比我幸福；
因为我不曾有过朋友。

当你说朋友背叛你时，
你比我幸福；
因为我不曾能相信一个人。

当你说你的世界暗沉时，
你比我幸福；
因为我的世界不曾有光。

当你哭泣时，
你比我幸福；
因为我不曾微笑过。

所以在你开始埋怨时；

我开始学会了原谅，面对。

因此在我们痛苦时，

我们已比很多人幸福。

Time to update

2011-02-09T23:05:00.000+08:00

As shown by the tittle, my purpose for posting at my sleeping hour.

Quite some time since my last update. Mainly due to my modem and computer problem. It is kind of a long story what took place over the last half month since my internet line is down. So i shall skip that.

I really feel that my life just can't do without internet connection! Wanted to blog using my phone, but typing on keyboard just makes my life happier. So far so good, this is the message i would say to my blog readers. Nothing major took place. I'm still in one big piece. Thank God for that! =D

Actually i wanted to post something in chinese, but it seems that my han yu ping ying is giving me problem.

Anyway, i'm going to sleep~~~nitey~~~

Let's say hello to...

2011-01-11T19:53:00.000+08:00

Cappuccino, in short we just call him cino~~~by the way i'm the one who thought of the name. *proud* =D

Here is a picture of him.

A photo of him being chained. Look at his blur look. Hahas

Somebody pick it up by the road and gave it to us. He is very naughty. Simply pee. Keep pee beside of the car tyres. So, keep kena boot by my dad.

By the way, it just keep me wonder whether this breed of dogs have low IQ? Anyway, my brother is the only one who hasn't meet this dog, so is the dog who hasn't meet my brother.

Now that cino is being chained up again. Because it simply pee.

Another picture of it~~~

Look at its mischievous behaviour.

So, that is all for todays update.

Secret Garden is really a very nice show~~~

New Blog Layout and Song

2011-01-06T16:23:00.003+08:00

Yeah....brand new blog skin created by me~~~

Satisfied with it.

New song for my blog too~~~

A new way to start the year. =D

This post is just a random post, so you may just ignore it.

The MUET result for last year end is released today. But i didn't collect it. Maybe i'll collect it tomorrow. I think the result will be more or less the same. Which means, no more band 5. But, i'll still pray until i see the result slip.

Today the kids, overall behave quite well. The morning session is slightly more well behave than the afternoon session. Of course, there is still crying here and there, but less than before...praise the lord.

So, thats all for today, off for my nap~~~=0=

STPM Text Books and Exercises for sales

2011-01-03T17:57:00.000+08:00

All of my STPM text books and exercise books are for sales, and some photostatted exercises and trial papers i planned to give it away free to people who are or going to study STPM. The price given are based on the condition of the books, nevertheless all the prices are negotiable!

Publisher: Longman

Price: RM20 each

Condition: Good, with highlights

Publisher: August

Price: RM30

Condition: Brand New, CD attached

P/S: Not found in BP (i guess =P)

Publisher: Ilmu Bakti

Price:RM6

Condition: Brand New

Publisher: Oxford Farjar

Price: RM25

Condition:Very Good, with some highlights

Publisher: Longman

Price: RM25

Condition:Very Good, with highlights

Publisher: Federal

Price: RM15(organic and inorganic)

Physical for free( if you buy both)

Condition: Brand New(org & inorg)

Publisher: Longman

Price: RM20

Condition: Good, with highlights

Publisher: Pelangi

Price: RM16

Condition: Good, with highlights and writing

Publisher: Longman

Price: RM25

Condition: Very Good, with highlights and writing

Publishers: Chemistry and Biology Q&A (paper 2), Longman

Biology and Math.T Exercise(Paper 1&2), Federal

Biology(2005-2009) and Chemistry(1999-2009) actual STPM paper, Oxford Farjar

Price: All RM 20

Publisher: Math.T(Vol 1), Pelangi

Chemistry, N.F

Pengajian Am, LP

Biology (Vol.1&2), Longman

Price: All FOC

If you are interested, please leave you contact as an inbox message in facebook, i'll see how should i pass the books to you. Thanks for visiting~~~

I also want MERDEKA~~~=(

2010-12-06T18:11:00.002+08:00

Who doesn't want MERDEKA!!!!! For those non-malaysian readers, i don't mean independence(the actual meaning). It just a Malaysian term showing candidates who are taking major exams eg: SPM, PMR, STPM have completed their exams. Erm...I don't really know who came up with that word to express the feeling of "finishing exams". So, don't get misunderstood!

Anyway, coming back. Today, the art stream students just finished their last paper which means Merdeka for them! But for a science stream like me, sadly there are still 10 more days, 3 more papers, 2 more subjects! Sigh~~Gambateh! Thinking optimistically, i'll enjoy Christmas with no stress and with months of holidays hwaiting for me. Recently, i'm just so used to say hwaiting instead of waiting. LOL? Not to forget, lots and lotta of shopping shopping shopping. But, i'll need lots and lotta of moolahs for that....hmm...anyone sponsoring? XD

I really missed out on many many many many many many many many many many many manyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy......movies. I really wanna watch Harry Potter 3D, Rapunzel 3D, The Social Network...and many many more. But, i guess i'll only be able to watch the 2D version on the little TV in my house. Sad.

So, that's all for the little update. Next paper Maths T, pray for me, i know you will *Hearts* . Must get A! XD

The Churps Post

2010-11-27T23:37:00.004+08:00

Check out the #CelcomBiz Promo for the Celcom BB Bold 9780 and BB Torch 9800 today! click it <<<< this is not any porn link, i guarantee it with my blog reputation...:P

It works the same way as nuffnang's ads, so just click it for more information! Especially for the BB torch! *LOVE* <3

I Want A New Blog Skin

2010-11-20T09:18:00.000+08:00

I think i've been using this blog skin for more than a year already, and i'm kind of sick of looking at it almost everyday. It is not that i hate this blog skin, in fact, this is one of the most satisfying blog skin i ever used. I really like the vintage background and the scrolling moving chat box!

So, anybody has any recommendation on marvelous blog skin with easy understandable template, or else it would be hard for a newbie like me to edit. I really wanna to change it after my exam to give my blog a new look!

Talking about my exam, it will be 3 days from now. Oh gosh, i'm still blogging. It is a bit weird when i don't get nervous about it. Hmm....probably i would be on the last day before it. Of course i should be, this is STPM i'm talking about it here, not some PMR or SPM leh. This is the exam that determines my furture. Being rated as the second toughest exam in the world? Hmm....maybe, just imagine that you need to squeeze a syllabus that require at least two years of studies(we only use 1.5 years) into your brain (definitely more things to study than SPM) and to throw it out in just a few hours. Furthermore, more syllabus than A-level, Matriculation. It is tough, isn't it? Well, i have been though it already, so all the best to my juniors. *Cheers* Just pray that it will turn out better than my trials, or else i'm going to sink that trunk carrying the papers.XD Probably i should start planning for all the papers except Chemistry XD

Hmm...my breakfast is still on it's way i believe.....hungry @@

All the best to all SPM and STPM candidates, don't lose your exam slip :P

I Need Moolahs!

2010-11-19T14:03:00.000+08:00

Exactly, that is what i really need! By the way, this is just a short update.

That day when i saw that ad about BlackBerry Torch, i was like, i want to own that!

So Good So Nice

After checking the price on Google, i was like, so bad so poor i am. Z
Previously, i was comparing it with Iphone, but in the end, i just can't resist to the charm of it.

Other than this, as an apple fan i also want

Itouch is much more affordable than BB torch! I can buy two of this with almost the same price as BB torch. Furthermore, my current phone is still functioning. Hopefully, my current phone can hang on till Iphone 5 or 6. Woohoo~~~then, i'll get one of those!

So, this is all for this post, now, back to my studies or else i would also need to kiss goodbye to my Mac.

After Insomnia

2010-10-29T14:19:00.000+08:00

Alright this is the second post of today, but it is now 1410. I think i didn't sleep at all this morning after i finished my last post at around 0300. Okay, maybe i did slept like for an hour or so.

Amazingly, i did not have the urge to sleep in school today. Yup, not a bit of tiredness. Today was an "Anugerah" day for upper six students. Kinda of regretted of going to school just to get a few certificates.

Okay, now my eyes are really felling kind of heavy and tired. So, i'll probably take a nap after this post, but definitely a short short nappy. Because tomorrow will be our graduation dinner, and i definitely want to be in my best condition, or else even with 10 layers of make ups is not going to help me if i have another terrible insomnia tonight.

I seriously thinks that the cup of Witchery i drank yesterday isn't quite normal. Because both me and my friend had a sleepless night. Anyway, i'm going to have my nap now before studying and i also wish the current PERTINA committees all the best for tomorrow night.

By the way, i had already got list of names of "People Must See" for tomorrow night. XD So, i'm really looking forward to tomorrow night!

This Is What I Call Insomnia

2010-10-29T02:37:00.001+08:00

I'm really experiencing it now! The truth is, it SUCKS!

It is now 0220 and i'm still very alert and awake! This really shows the power of taking a 2 hours nap in the afternoon + a cup of Witchery about 4 hours ago. This also means that i'll have dark dark panda's eye tomorrow, NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I've done counting sheeps, listening to soft soft music, keeping my mind blank etc. But none of these works. My eyes are still wide wide open! 0.0 So, i decided to blog and to google for more anti-insomnia methods. Hahas...

After searching for like a minute, all are useless results. ZZZ

So, i guess, maybe i should finish a set of Chemistry paper 1 and see whether the power of the book will put me to sleep or not. Books are always sleeping pills...XD

Good night then, erm, no should be good morning all....

JYJ Fever

2010-10-20T15:20:00.006+08:00

Everybody seems like to be in a JYJ fever, so i decided to check out their Mini Album and The Beginning album and i think that they should stick with korean or japanese songs.
Below are the romaji and english translation for the two songs that i've enjoyed listening the most in their Mini Album.
credits to: http://pinkrazy.wordpress.com and OneTVXQ.com + roxy_repede@LJ + korea-fans.com

1. Itsudatte Kimi Ni

Romaji
Kimi dake ni aitakatta yo
Itsudatte aitakatta yo
Ima mo dakishimete iru yo kimi no subete wo
Hohoemi wo yurushite yo tada bokura no tame ni
Kitto kono saki ni mada hikari wa sasu kara

Nani wo ittara ii ka wakaranai kurushimi ni
Honto no kotoba wo houridashite shimaitaku nattenda
Nanoni zutto ai wa kawaranai mama ni mienai kizuna tashika ni tsunaide ita

Sou kokoro ga erabu michi nara
Dokomademo aruite yukerunda ima
Ano hi Better make it through the loneliness
Saa omoide kara yume no tsuzuki
Sagashi hajimete minai ka?

Kimi dake ni aitakatta yo Itsudatte aitakatta yo
Kimochi wo tsutaeru tame ni koko e kitanda
Samishisa mo kotaeta yo tada kimi wo shinjite
Zutto arigatou, sono omoi wa aru kara

Hitoribocchi de itara minogashita shiawase mo
Futatsu no kodou wa nani ga taisetsu nanoka wo shittetanda
Mitsumeatta dake de fure aeru mono wo kanjite itai
Namida go donna toki mo

Sou hokano dareka dewa naku
Meguriaeta imi ga aru ne ima
Ano hi Better make it through the sadness
Sou kimi no tame no boku de itai
Wasurezu ni ite hoshii yo

Kimi dake ni aitakatta yo Itsudatte aitakatta yo
Ima mo dakishimete iru yo kimi no subete wo
Hohoemi wo yurushite yo tada bokura no tame ni
Kitto kono saki ni mada hikari wa sasu kara

Kimi dake ni aitakatta yo Itsudatte aitakatta yo
Kimochi wo tsutaeru tame ni koko e kitanda
Samishisa mo kotaeta yo tada kimi wo shinjite
Zutto arigatou, sono omoi wa aru kara

Kimi dake ni aitakatta yo Itsudatte aitakatta yo
Ima mo dakishimete iru yo kimi no subete wo
Hohoemi wo yurushite yo tada bokura no tame ni
Kitto kono saki ni mada hikari wa sasu kara…

1. With You Always

Translation

I’m always in love only to you
I hold you all still have
It just allows us to smile
The light from the strike certainly ahead

What can I say I do not know suffering
I abandoned that language is really tempted
Nevertheless, much love was surely connected to the invisible bonds unchanged

Mind if I choose the way
I’m walking to everywhere
Better make it through the loneliness that day
Why do not you remember the first time from looking after my dream you know what?

I’m always in love only to you
I’m here to express your feelings
I just believe you can be lonely
I have much to thank the

Even if the missed happy alone
I was beating the two know what is important
I want to feel something for just touching look dress
Sometimes what tears

So instead of someone else
I mean we met over there now
Better make it through the sadness that day
I want you to be sure I want to be right for you

I’m always in love only to you
I hold you all still have
We forgive you for just a smile
The light from the strike certainly ahead

I’m always in love only to you
I came here to express your feelings for
I just believe you can be lonely
I have much to thank the

I’m always in love only to you
I hold you all still have
It just allows us to smile
The light from the strike is surely ahead …

2. W

Romaji

Yozorani ukanda hoshiga mojiwo egaki dasunoha
Guuzen janaito imamo mada shinjiteruyo

Onaji yamino nakade onaji kyorino mamade
Daburu wo egaki tsuduketeiru
Kimini mitsukaruyouni motto kagayaku kara
Keep in mind that I love you.
kitto

Itsuka aerukara mewo tojiru tabi kimiwo omou you’re everything
Kimiga irukotoga imamo mada atarimae nandayo

Tada imaha kimiga shiawasedearuto negai
Bokurano kaidanwo hitotsuhitotsu nobotte ikuyo
Bokuraha mada bokurano miraiwo souzou shinagara

kimiwo matteruyo

Kitto

Itsuka aerukara mewo tojiru tabi kimiwo omou you’re everything
Kimiga irukotoga imamo mada atarimae nandayo

Itsuka aerumade kimino ibashha mamotteruyo
Kimito mouichido waraeruto shinjiterukara

You’re my love Please hold on

Tokiga nagaretemo donna itamiga matte itemo
Kimiha itsumademo boku tachino puraidu nandayo

Yozorani ukanda hoshini kimiga tsubuyaitanoha
Sayonara janaito imamomada shinjiteruyo

Onaji sorano shitade onaji yumewo egaki
Daburu wo sagashi tsuduketeiru

Onaji katachinomama zutto kagayaku kara
keep in mind that I love you.

aitakute aitakute
aitakute aitakute
aitakute aitakute
aitakute aitakute aitakute
kitto

Itsuka aerukara mewo tojiru tabi kimiwo omou you’re everything
Kimiga irukotoga imamo mada atarimae nandayo
Itsuka aerumade kimino ibashoha mamotteruyo
Kimito mouichido waraeruto shinjite irukara

Translation

The letters that the stars created in the night sky
I still believe that it is not just by chance
In the same darkness, in the same distance
We are painting the W in the same way
We will shine more and more so that you can find us
Keep in mind that I love you.
I wish…

Our paths will cross again, I am thinking about you every time I close my eyes, you’re everything
It is still natural that you are by our side
We can only wish that you are happy
We will climb our stairs one by one
We are still waiting for you, imagining our future

I wish..

Our paths will cross again, I am thinking about you every time I close our my eyes, you’re everything
It is still natural that you are by our side
We will keep your place here, until the day we can meet again
We believe that we can laugh together with you once again
You’re my love Please hold on
Even when the days pass by, and that there may be pains
You are always our “PRIDE”
The words that you murmured to the stars shining in the nightsky
We still believe that it is not “Good bye”

Under the same sky, dreaming the same dream
We are still searching for the W
We will always shine in the same shape
keep in mind that I love you.

I want to see you, see you
I want to see you, see you
I want to see you, see you
I want to see you, see you, see you

I wish…

Our paths will cross again, I am thinking about you every time I close my eyes, you’re everything
It is still natural that you are by our side
We will keep your place here, until the day we can meet again
We believe that we can laugh together with you once again

Something is really missing without HoMin...but still great!

Keep the faith cassiopeias....although my favourite is Yunho, but i still root for every member of TVXQ! Yeah!

Wall Street- Money Never Sleeps

2010-10-02T19:19:00.000+08:00

Money Never Sleeps??? Of course, Money never sleeps ( i don't think that it has a mind of its...). Anyway, back to the post.

This is a movie directed by Oliver Stone. Staring Micheal Douglas and Shia LaBeouf( the guy from transfomer). It is a movie about money, economy, moral capitalists and greed.

Overall, i gave it a rating of 3.8 out of 5. Not too bad. It is movie for dialogs lovers. Which means, if you like to watch movie that have lots of conversations than actions and you have some interest in economics, then this is the movie for you.

Okay so enjoy the movie! It seems that i have been blogging quite often this few days...XD

LOL...the MUET essay

2010-10-01T14:37:00.000+08:00

Aloha fellow readers and bloggers. Long time ever since i rant, so IT IS TIME TO RANT!

I just had my trial Muet essay test two days ago, erm...Wednesday (just in case you are still counting). The tittle was " The concept of "1 Malaysia" has been given top priority by our Prime Minister. What can we as responsible citizens do to realize this concept." When i saw this, i was like =_=lll. What a brilliant lousy question. The first time i heard about this thing which i can't remember when or where or from who, i straight away think that this is going to be another redundant concept or whatever it is by our government. Because, we don't need the government to teach us how to be united. We just need the government to show us how to....You know the difference? Teaching is by lecturing us, showing is through action.

Of course i can't just simply write a piece of my thought on that piece of paper, because that will lead me straight to the principal's office or even worst still....
So, as a "responsible citizen" as what it was written, i just simply give some modal answers. Blah Blah Blah....

But seriously, if what i wrote could be done, then our country will definitely prosper. What i wrote? LOL....i hardly remember, so there is no way to blog it and i don't think that anyone would want to read it.

So, bye, off for my hair cut!

Trials Over

2010-09-28T16:13:00.001+08:00

Finally, trials over. At last, i can take a break for a while. Started off with PA2 and Maths 2 was the last paper. Thank God for seeing my throughout this period. Of course i hope that it will be the same during STPM. Better results, better achievements, better future!

Now is really going to be into "the study". Must really discipline myself and hang on until 16 of December. Which means that i'll have less time for blogging, tv etc. ZZZ I don't care, i'll do whatever it takes to have the best!

你不知道的事-歌词

2010-08-12T17:51:00.006+08:00

这首歌是王力宏首次自导自演电影中的主题曲。
这首歌也是续 Kiss Goodbye 后，对我而言比较有吸影力的歌。。。好好欣赏吧！

你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸
对不起我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸
对不起我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事

我飞行但你坠落之际

你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事

I will never give up BLOGGING

2010-08-08T11:08:00.002+08:00

Ha! I just thought of using that as mine post title. Whatever lah, nowadays is getting harder to find time to blog, to crap and most important is to SLEEP!!!!! Owh~~i need that so badly! I'll be able to get that only after stpm. T.T

Pk3 is just over, but i can't afford to slack now! Plans for the coming months will be study study STUDY! 1 more month to trial, 3 more months to end it, so scary man. That is just part of a student life aka my life, for now!

That's all for today.
Sayonara~~~

Let's Just Fall In Love Again and The Only Exception Lyrics

2010-07-02T14:54:00.002+08:00

Going back to English songs, two songs caught my attention lately, so I've think of sharing it....enjoy~~~(it is in my blog)...

Let's Just Fall In Love Again--Jason Castro
Lets pretend baby
That you've just met me
And I've never seen you before
I'll tell all my friends
That I think you're staring
And you say the same to yours

And oh, well dance around it all night
And then I'll follow you outside
And try to open up my mouth
And nothing comes out right

And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don't have to try
Its so easy
Who needs to pretend?
But because its so funny
Lets just think about it, honey
Lets just fall in love again

I'll call you in three days
Not too soon, not too late
And I'll ask your roommate if you're home
You call me on Thursday
And we'll hang out all day
Then fall asleep on the phone

And oh, I'll hold your hand when we drive
And we'll lose track of all the time
And we'll tell everyone
That we ain't never felt so alive

And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don't have to try
Its so easy
Who needs to pretend?
But because its so funny
Lets just think about it, honey
Lets just fall in love again

We'll fall disgustingly fast
And we'll stop hanging out with friends
And they'll be so offended

And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don't have to try
Its so easy
Who needs to pretend?
But because its so funny
Lets just think about it, honey
Lets just fall in love again
Lets just fall in love again

( hearts the cute meaning of the lyrics)

The Only Exception--Paramore
When I was younger i saw, my daddy cry and curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart and i watched as he tried to reassemble it.
And my momma swear that she would never let herself forget.
And that was the day that I promised I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

But darling, you are the only exception,
you are the only exception,
you are the only exception,
you are the only exception.

Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone but keep a straight face.
And I've always lived like this,keeping a comfortable distance and up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness.
Cause none of it was worth the risk.

Well you are the only exception,
you are the only exception,
you are the only exception,
you are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality,but I can't let go of whats in front of me here.
I know your leaving in the morning when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream
Whoa,oh,oh

You are the only exception,
You are the only exception,
You are the only exception,
You are the only exception,

You are the only exception,
You are the only exception,
You are the only exception,
You are the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing,

Oh and I'm on my way to believing...

( hearts the acoustic guitar playing of the song)

Rnaodmenes

2010-07-01T16:52:00.001+08:00

Randomness. It is the tittle.

Arh...JULY....another busy month. I thought after june i'll be able to focus on my studies, mana tau, here comes Hari Kantin. Okay bah, after this, i promise, sigh, procrastinating again, but STPM is not going to postpone. Our teacher always remind us about that.

The day itself (Canteen day), is also the day my mom need to go to school and have a little nice chat with my form teacher. After i told my mom that it is not compulsory(as our form 6 trend), she said she is not going. *os: Hurray!!!!XD.... If i were her, i will do the same thing too. *blek* Seriously, who wanna go to school, waste time and embarrass yourself. My results, far way lousier than the previous one.

Coming back, canteen day is on 10th of July
What time? I don't know, you may come early to help us to set up our stores...XD
What to eat? Things are edible. Of course...><
What to bring? Lots of money $$$$$
What to do? Spent all of your asset. =D
Don't ask me what to wear.

Anyway, just come and support us!!!! I think on that day got class replacement right? Never mind lah, just PONTENG!!!!! mwahahahah...just joking. Don't ponteng arh...

I think i better shut down the pc, before the lightning and thunder shut it down for me.
=D

周杰伦新歌推荐

2010-06-14T18:04:00.003+08:00

Hoho。。。大家熟悉的周董在今年五月终于推出了新专辑，我直到两天前才买到专辑。听第一遍的时候，觉得有一点小失望，但连续听了几遍后，发现他依然是那个我认识的周董。赞。好啦，废话不多说，以下是我个人推荐的几首必听之歌。

好久不见

词、曲：周杰伦

好久不见你还好嘛

你的小狗长大了吗

我的围巾还围着吗

我的相片都丢了吧啊

我剪不到后面头发

这个借口还不错吧

一把剪刀一堆废话

还不是想求求你回来吧

（台语）不要再一个人生气

令他烦恼

令他操心

虽然不关我的事

谁叫他是我的兄弟

过这么久了就刷刷去

想想秋天就要过去

冬天来临他会怕冷

你不回来还讲要我抱她

这样好吗

是我不好

我没有紧紧抱住你

你说泪流着很危险

如果等雨一起

流下不让同情发现

我对天空这颗那颗流星

大喊后会不会有奇迹

就算做朋友也没关系

为你改变了自己都不认识自己

不是我跑去了整形

只是我拿出真心

开一瓶这个那个香槟

去我的MRJ餐厅

点蜡烛顺便吃个甜品

庆祝你打死不连络的毅力

冷战早已经不流行

赶快回来到我身边

（台语）不要再一个人生气

令他烦恼

令他伤心

虽然不关我的事

谁叫他是我的兄弟

过这么久了就刷刷去

想想秋天就要过去

冬天来临他会怕冷

你不回来还讲要我抱她

这样好吗

是我不好

我没有紧紧抱住你

你说泪流着很危险

如果等雨一起

流下不让同情发现

我对天空这颗那颗流星

大喊后会不会有奇迹

就算做朋友也没关系

为你改变了自己都不认识自己

不是我跑去了整形

只是我拿出真心

开一瓶这个那个香槟

去我的MRJ餐厅

点蜡烛顺便吃个甜品

庆祝你打死不连络的毅力

冷战早已经不流行

赶快回来到我身边

雨下一整夜

词：方文山曲：周杰伦

街灯下的橱窗
有一种落寞的温暖
吐气在玻璃上
画著你的模样
开著车漫无目的地转弯
不知要去哪个地方

闹区的电视墙
到底有谁在看
白杨木影子被拉长
像我对你的思念走不完
原来我从未习惯
你已不在我身旁
街道的铁门被拉上
只剩转角霓虹灯还在闪
这城市的小巷
雨下一整晚

你撑把小纸伞

叹姻缘太婉转
雨落下雾茫茫

问天涯在何方喔喔~

午夜笛笛声残

偷偷透透过窗
烛台前我嘛还在想
小舢板划啊划
小纸伞遮雨也遮月光
白杨木影子被拉长
像我对你的思念走不完
原来我从未习惯
你已不在我身旁
街道的铁门被拉上
只剩转角霓虹灯还在闪
这城市的小巷

雨下一整晚

以上的歌曲能在我的部落格享听。。。当然，还有其他歌，如：免费教学录影带，我落泪。情绪零碎，等。。。

Rant on Vulgars

2010-06-07T17:04:00.006+08:00

For what you are going to see or read, it may not imply you, unless you want it to.
Viewers discretion is advised.

I just don't understand why people need to swear or use coarse languages in each and every sentences they said. Why can't they just speak proper language? No matter it is chinese, english or whatsoever language, they can always find words or terms to swear or to curse about. Is it so difficult to speak some constructive words? Sometimes, i really wonder. Don't they ever get tired or sick about it? What so great about to use those words?

Some of them, they swear when they are angry at something or someone. That is quite normal. Some of them they actually swear without any meaning. Meaning, they just like to add those words into their sentence, just because they like it or maybe they think is cool when all of their friends are doing it. Oh c'mon.

Initially some of those bad words aren't bad. Vulgares( don't check, no such word in the dictionary) are the ones, whom misuse those words, that cause those words to be classified as vulgars. Well now, i'm forbidden to use it, even when i use it without any bad intentions. Conclusion, vulgares reduces our usable vocabularies. Name it yourself.

Everything is limited, it goes the same for vulgars. People who aren't satisfied with the available vulgars, you know what they do? They create their own vulgars out from their genius brains. Do you know that, a shit can be holy and at the same time can also be noob? For those who play online games, you should know it better than me, especially .A ( just an example).

I must say that these people are linguistically gifted. They can easily remember words from different languages and dialects, especially when it comes to vulgars. Oh man, they would be able to remember it for life and use it involuntary(impressive). Seriously i felt, how can we let these talents be hidden? If our society is filled with such talented people, then, our society is filled with genius. Don't get me wrong, i mean their talent and not the other "talent". Do you get it? Anyway, moving on.

By the way, why can't you vulgares just be a man or women(just to be fair)? Just scold face to face. Why whenever you scold somebody with vulgars or when you swear, you must include your mother, father, sister, brother, dog, cat, hamster, neighbour's dog or cat or whatsoever? C'mon both you and me know that they are innocent right? (Unless they are the other party). But that doesn't give you the right to do so. Right? Imagine swearing in front of your dog(what a stupid act).

I'm really pissed whenever people swear like nobody's business in public. Seriously, you don't own that place.

Vulgares: You can just shut your **** ears up, and go**** your ******.

Me: I would like to if i'm able(trying to shut my ears with whatever), but too bad i can't(still hear sound).

Vulgares, do you have any idea how much pollutions you had caused to our lovely environment? Everytime, you add one bad word into your sentence, it is going to released extra carbon dioxide into the atmosphere when you open your mouth to speak. For example, Somebody A: I just kicked that ******* son of the ***** in his ass****. Actually, the meaning of the sentence is just, Somebody A: I just kicked him. See, just a simple sentence, why make your life difficult, waste your saliva and your breathe. Nobody is interested to know who does he belongs to, and where does that kick of yours landed on. Coming back, those carbon dioxide is going to cause greenhouse effect and eventually global warming, ultimately, we humans are the one who is going to suffer. Oh man, how can you be so selfish? (weeps...T.T). Poor mother Earth.

So, vulgares, stop all these, i'm just trying to save lives and mother Earth, and what are you doing? You are just ending ours. You may have your freedom to talk. But, don't you know that, people got arrested just because of this freedom? When they talk "involuntary".

Stop these vulgar!!!!!If you agree with me, stop nodding your head because it is about to drop off, and start telling your friends who swear about what you think is right.If you are angry with me, you should know what you should do.
Me and you, we just want to make the world a better place...=)

Looking back and Looking forward

2010-05-08T19:19:00.001+08:00

I must say that I'm a pessimistic but occasionally optimistic person. Two more weeks to mid-year exam, but less than two weeks to prepare. The lower six orientation will be next week, meaning busy week. Furthermore, there is a Japanese Scholarship writting test coming up next next Sunday, in the middle of my test, but i'll still go even-though i might not get it.

Just finish reading a few older post of mine, realizing that time really flies. *Wink* i'm now upper six taking my STPM this year. By the way, i'm definitely resitting my MUET. I know for sure i won't get the band i wanted, therefore i'm saving money for the next test. I don't blame the questions for being too difficult like the others did, but i blame myself for being not up to the standard. This shows that Malaysia is finally doing something that is up to the standard especially when it comes to English subject.

Before i enter form six, i thought it will be a nightmare, i still hold on to that saying, just that, a few happy moments added to it. But, if i were given the choice again (provided i have other options), i will still not choose form six. But, if the choice is matriculation, then i rather choose form six. Don't asked me why i hate matriculation, because i don't want to discourage those who has chosen it, as it is just some personal preferences (definitely not racist).

People asked me why my post was like so long-winded. I say, if you don't like to read words then back off, you may just close this page, i won't blame you, i won't kill you, i won't force you to read with a gun behind you skull either.

By the way, i'm currently addicted to nigahiga's video. He is one young, funny, super shiok sendiri youtuber. His "off the pill-FART" is my favorite, check it out when you are free or when you are super stressed.
Ryan Higa Youtube Channel

Well that is all for now, i think i will need to wait until my test is over before i could update my blog.

Remember, Smile and the world Smiles back.=)

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE

2010-04-23T20:14:00.001+08:00

Actually nothing much, just to update my long abandoned blog...

Everything went on quite well recently, but is still as busy as ever, that explained why i left my blog empty from new post for the past few months.

Tomorrow will be the second time i'm taking MUET exam, it is compulsory this year. I got a band 4 last year, not too good i guess, a few marks more to band 5, ish, hope that i'll be able to have better achievement this time round, in order to not sit for it again in September.

It has also been quite some time haven't been blogging in English, sorry to disappoint non-chinese readers.

Anything else??? Oh ya, lower six orientation is coming right up. The time to get to know our juniors better and a time for revenge...mwahahaha...no lah, actually just to pass down the tradition....hahaha...sound equally evil in both. By the way, any science stream students who need tuition better start your tuition now before it is too late. Your may contact me for some tuition timetable etc.

Today meet up with Yvonne and Pei Wern. Watched a movie in bpmall, title " ice kacang puppy love". Hmm...not very nice, kinda felt a waste of my money as predicted, at least i kept my eyes opened 0_0. The dialogue was quite funny in the beginning, however, the movie was kind of long winded, not a good plot, certainly not my genre of movie.

Tada...off to prepare myself for the exam....(wondering what to do???how to prepare???)

郭静- 心墙

2010-03-13T12:56:00.000+08:00

最近又听回华语歌了。这首歌很不错地说。虽然有一点过时了，不过，好听的歌始终能打动听众的心。慢慢欣赏咯。。。若各位有好听的歌，不论华语或英文歌都能介绍各我哦！！！

以下是歌词：

一个人　眺望碧海和蓝天　
在心里面　那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越　
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝　因为有限

我学着不去担心得太远　
不计画太多　反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天　快乐地看每一天
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解　
我感觉我懂你的特别

你的心有一道墙　但我发现一扇窗　
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙　
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放　
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化

你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

如果。。。我早知道

2010-03-06T11:33:00.001+08:00

前些日子，我真的真的很想呐喊。。。如果呐喊，能让我好过一点为何不喊一喊呢？但活了十九年，我知道那只是发泄的方法，根本就是治标不治本，过后，问题还是没有解决。

头痛啊！！！这问题又回来了。我指的是头痛（病）。

有时，在放与不放开之间，挣扎很久。
不合适，我同意，因为有差异。
只想说，如果早知道，应该就不会烦恼了吧。

最近，头痛的问题又发作了。很准时，每天都是在早上十点半的时候开始隐隐作痛。昨天痛得更是厉害，痛到我直接在课堂上睡觉。

顺便恭喜一下我的表弟，新加坡A水准获得全科优等。

Everything is NEW!!!!

2010-02-22T15:53:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!!!! Still on time to greet huh?? Finally got time to update my outdated blog. Thank God, i finished all my biology reports yesterday but i ended up having my shoulder back aching(too much of erasing and drawing). School reopens today, i got back most of my test papers. Still got a couple of homework needed to be done, assignment to be completed and etc.

Really need to adjust my time back to normal, or else i will be struggling every morning. So that is all for this post.

Tho whole CNY, the overall was quite okay. Short update.

礼物

2010-02-19T10:18:00.001+08:00

终於可以在今天划上句点
一整夜翻阅过去画面
快想不起我们为何会诀别
只看到那双你送的鞋

走一步又一步我才发现绕了个圈
走了好几年又回到原点

你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远

你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年难免会有污点
就像每段爱总会有终点

世上最残酷的恐怕是时间
困住人一切却还向前
乾涸的眼再挤不出一点咸
爱到如此可悲的境界

走一步又一步却跟不上你的脚步
你满意了为什麼我却只想要哭

你说做自己吧我们都做回自己哦~
不要再为爱受委屈

你送的礼物原来是一场劫
终於分别夙命一样准确
可笑到想要你赔给我时间
爱情有时廉价得可怜

光著脚我一路奔跑鲜血泪水一路狂飙
收起我的骄傲承认曾经备受煎熬
鞋上那记号只有你能明了
过了这一夜我就全忘掉

currently addicted to this song... <3

So, Lunar New Year is here!

2010-02-10T15:18:00.000+08:00

It seems to be quite some time i haven't been updating my blog. So the last post was like two weeks ago??? Wait, i go and check....i think i underestimated my duration of slacking...so it was about a month ago. What to do....i am a very Very VERY busy person okay....*proud* LOL...

What i was doing, you asking? Many things i would answer...

Overall, busy with school stuff(the main thing). Last week just came back from our form6 camp. I won't grade it as brilliant or excellent, just normal because it causes my skin to be tanned like apunene, furthermore before CNY and our exam will be taking place like...two days after it. TIRED is the word i would say. That camp cost me a T-shirt(habis, can't get rid of that stain..T.T) and my skin to be tanned. This coming friday, still need to be pengawai for the road relay thing, another "excellent" sun bathing opportunity.

I just finish my last official paper today (MUET not consider). Waiting for CNY holiday, but it will still be use as last minute homework doing period. Lets see, 4 bio reports, ecology report, another bio project (bio seems to rule my holiday), the leafs and insects, and more to come.....who cares, it CNY and i'm going to enjoy myself first......

Okay, i think my friend Mr.Chow is calling me for game of chess or maybe fishing later...don't know lah...see ya...

zzzzz

Things to be achieved this year 2010 (Resolution)

2010-01-16T19:17:00.000+08:00

The resolution list:

1. Going to earn another RM 50 or even more(if possible) from nuffnang add. ( Please help me in achieving it by clicking the advertisements...THANKS=D)

2. Try my best in achieving the highest band in MUET.

3. Try my best in getting as many As as possible in STPM. ( >.< praying hard)

4. Serve God with all my heart and my soul. (until i can't take it anymore)

5. To put on a smile on my face everyday no matter what happens. ( God give me strength)

6. Always look on the brighter side of my life. (=D)

7. Update our JMNRB group photo. (ASAP)

8. Enjoy my last "teen" year...T.T

Gambateh.....even though this will be my nightmare...

Sherlock Holmes

2010-01-08T20:27:00.000+08:00

Great cast, great movie, hope to watch it again, looking forward to the next movie.

Went to watch this movie this afternoon in MBO. It was also my first visit to that cinema, sounds very suah ku right? Somebody lived in BP went to MBO for the first time. But it is the truth, by the way, we enter through the front of the room. Everybody looking at us walking up to our sits (we were late by 20 mins, weird feeling). Anyway, back to where i was, the movie. It is really a worth watching movie. The suspension and mysteries really made the movie interesting. Some action scenes were also very well done, making the movie really exciting. The whole movie lasted for more than 2 hours. Detective kind of movies are my favorite, such as: conan, kindaichi etc. So, this first movie of my 2010 year will definitely be one of my favorite.

这一年你做了什么？

2009-12-30T12:26:00.002+08:00

在树叶掉落的那瞬间，我们成长了多一年。
在凉风吹过的那瞬间，我们懂事了多一点。

一天，一年，如灰烬般化为乌有。
我们是否把这一年过得充实？
我们有没有浪费这一年的光阴呢？

时间一直在前进，而我们是否在后退呢？
一直在成长的我们，是否已拥有还是早已失去？
失去机会，拥有教诲。
失去时间，拥有经验。

看着日历一直在更新，我们是否有在更近还是停留？
回忆已成过去，记忆能长久吗？
在后悔的时候，不妨向成功迈进。
在想早知如此何必当初时，为何不把已经如此解决掉。
当我们在回头看的时候，其实已经错过眼前的美景。

我们应该欢呼我们已拥有的，努力得回我们失去的。。。
大家一起加油吧！！！！

Year End Singapore Trip

2009-12-28T23:25:00.001+08:00

Singapore, once again, i was there!!!!!!

I think this should be my second trip in this year. Actually, the main purpose this time was just to buy some reference books and to get some A-levels exercises from my cousin, sounds like a good kid huh??? Hahas....but in the end, i only managed to buy one book and get a tones of books from him. I don't think that i will be able to finish all of them, because even him can't finish all of it. Seriously, it is really thick and difficult. Got to catch up with some of my relatives too.

Went to Orchard Road on the night we arrived. Oh, i haven't mention that i went there on 26th of Dec. Packed my beg last minute, so, missed out quite some stuff. Alright, back to the topic, orchard road, the lighting this year is really pretty. Lots of christmas trees this year. A few new shopping complexes ie: ion orchard and orchard central. Nice decorations and many many many people. Luckily the rain stopped. The weather is cooler, or else you can just imagine the amount of heat release by the densely packed people there. Don't feel like typing so let the photos do the talking.

The Ion Orchard christmass tree

The inside view of the christmas tree

Another view of it

Christmass tree outside Paragon

Can't remember belongs to which shopping center, pretty still...

I think this belongs to Orchard Central. Really tall...can't get a full view of it in this photo

A painting behind the tree

Write what you want to achieve by next year, make sure you do what you wrote...=)

Next morning, we went to the science center. I was so blessed to be able to get into the maxwell exhibition hall to see the Body World. It is a pity that i couldn't take any photos there, which means i can't share it on this post. It was really fascinating to see how well they preserve, i mean plasticize those body through a process they called plastination. It takes a year to complete a body. My favorite piece was named the "Winter Journey" done on 2008. Great job. Another thing that stunned me was how well they could show us the blood stream(only) of the human and some animals so clearly and so well persevered and so bloody??? ehem.....(i'm lost of words). Just too good to be describe. After our lunch, we re-enter the science center to take a looked at the usual science center. I act as a tour guide to my sister, as i had been there before. In the end of the day, our legs were aching. Imagine that, we need to walk to the MRT station from my aunt house, which is the about distance between 3 bus stations and then continued walking from the Jurong East MRT station to the science center(10 mins) . The 10 minutes walk was nothing compared to the previous one, but there were 3 handsome Caucasian following us to the same destination...woohoo....not too bad lah, at least got nice "view" along the journey. Sorry, did i got too excited? Then, look at pictures bah...more on facebook...

Pretty right???

Inside the science center.

We pay a visit to my uncles house before we came back.

Christmas Rally 2009

2009-12-26T01:14:00.001+08:00

Just to post this for people whom can't attend both the Christmas Eve service and the Christmas Rally this year. such as: amanda, jia jun...etc. Not knowing what time will i turn in, so i planned to sleep through the journey to Singapore tomorrow. I'll try to make it short, because i'm feeling tired too.

Yesterday, i mean 24th which is Christmas Eve, we had an international Christmas Eve service together with Indonesians, Vietnamese and Nepalis brothers and sister. It was really an interesting way of celebrating it. Although most of the carols were sing in English which happens to be the "international language". My favorite part of the whole meeting was when we sang that modified version of the song Jesus loves the little children. I mean cool, i really like it.... but sorry i can't spell word by word and line by line now and here. Maybe i can sing it to you when you see me in person. After the meeting, the youths carry on with the celebration of Serene's birthday at Tea Station Cafe.

Today, i mean yesterday on the 25th. We had a Christmas Rally. The whole meeting started off with the Christmas carol playing by the brass band of Chinese High School. *Thumbs up* for them, really a good job done. Although, i can't really listen clearly, as i was inside the sanctuary playing the piano. We invited Mosses Lim in chinese is lin yi min 林益民 to share his testimony. You are right, that fat and funny guy, ya, that's him. The photo taken with him is not with me so i can't upload it. After the event, we continued to enjoy the playing of the brass band while we are having our supper. Now, i can get a closer and clearer view of them. Same, really nice.

This year Christmas, i would say that it is a really different Christmas to me compared to the previous years. Tomorrow, i'll continue to celebrate Christmas and enjoy my holiday (while i still can) in Singapore.

Once again, Blessed Christmas and Happy Holidays......

春夏秋冬

2009-12-23T09:51:00.000+08:00

春

艳丽的花海
祝福的声响
回荡在翠绿的树林里

夏

烈热的阳光
朋友的承诺
飞舞在活泼的空气中

秋

脆弱的枫叶
离别的伤悲
环绕在孤独的风声中

冬

雪白的雪花
冻结的回忆
隐藏在无情的冰雪里

Caroling for Christmas 2009

2009-12-21T18:22:00.000+08:00

It was an extraordinary and awesome experience. For those of you that missed out this program, you really missed lots of laughter and joy. Anyway, there will definitely be another year but whether we are going to have it again, i'm not very sure.

We sang 6 carols repeatedly for two days. Yesterday was our first day, we went to 4 of our church members houses to bring and share the spirit of Christmas to them. It should start at about 7pm. But according to "Malaysian time", we left church half an hour later. Few of us drove, as there is another event going on in church where they will need the vans for transportation. Me, You Shen, Serene, Jia Yee, Uncle Peter and Sern Wang drove. Everybody sounded okay....but i think it could be better.

Today was the second day, we went to dialysis center, old folks home, Pantai Hospital and Drug Rehab Center to continue our caroling. I think we sand louder compared to yesterday. Even though it rained, but God's grace still blessed us with a smooth journey while traveling from one place to another. Maybe, because three of the cars were replaced by a van.

We had 4 guitarist, 3 violinist, 2 tambourines and around 30 mouths to sing. Everybody seems to enjoy the Spanish song named Felix Navidad, meaning Merry Christmas, because they sang that song the loudest. The whole caroling event was really a good experience and this is mine first time joining. Because previous years, our youth fellowship will be quite busy for the preparation of our youth Christmas Celebration. But, this year since the adult service has invited Moses Lim to come for a Christmas Gospel Rally, we somehow decided we just join the adults instead of doing our usual celebration we came up with a long lost tradition, Caroling. Hopefully, next year we will also have it again and continue to spread the love of Christ to the others.

Felix Navidad~~~posperoanyo felix nidad....lalalalla

Once again, holiday is coming to an end

2009-12-14T11:47:00.003+08:00

In just a few more weeks, i will be wearing baju kurung again. Haih, the life being a student is going to start again. Staying back after school, is a must. i just hope that, it will be more meaningful next year. Meaning not wasting too much of time on koko activities. I just hope that i could do my best in every aspect, be it in mine studies, in duties and responsibilities. No doubt, the stress and pressure will definitely be doubled or even tripled but i believe as long i follow God`s will he will provide the best for me. Maybe even i failed in mine STPM, i still can be successful. LOL...But i still hope that the effort i put in won`t disappoint me in the end. Just thinking of these, it horrifies me, even though there is still a year ahead.

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Christmas is drawing near, i could sensed the feeling of joy and happiness. At least, this will be one of those happy memories that will be part of mine Lower Six life. I still don`t prefer to acknowledge that LOWER SIX=PRE-U. We may be studying materials similarly to theirs but the way of studying??? I don`t think so. I wonder what is happening to this blogspot post thingy. I can`t type and press the apostrophe and the arrow direction button on the keyboard. If you don`t understand what i'm trying to say then, never mind. Hey, wait, i think the problem has just been fixed. I mean that keyboard problem thing. Miracle~~~LOL....

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Lately, i'm having this hand/arm/wrist pain problem. I mean actually it happened before but it is getting more and more serious lately, especially after strenuous piano playing even for just a songs. Joshua used to complain about this problem before, and now it is happening to me. I wonder why Gabriel and Amanda don't have this problem. Even now when i blog my arm feel incapable of typing fast and accurate. Keep hitting the wrong buttons. What is happening??????? I think because i haven't been practicing that often as i used too, two years back, no wait i think it is about three years back. ___________________________________________________

Once again, happy holidays~~~~enjoy it while you still can....looking forward to the Christmas Gospel Rally...thinking of Chinese New Year goodies already....haha...XD...

What a day i had...

2009-11-30T18:38:00.000+08:00

What a tiring day it is....
I really hate that ecology project thing .....HATE IT!!!!!!

It sucks when we need to heat the soil up to don't how many times, it is really frustrating.

Today, we stayed under the hot hot hot HOTTTTTT sun to do the stupid quadrat and line thing. Squat under the sun, on the field just to count the frequency, density and the coverage area of that species of plants. STUPIAK!!!!!! Crazy meh, you go and count the number of that grass in that 1mx1m quadrat lah. In the end, we did almost until the end, then, we gave up. Hahaha...we suppose to do so even before we started to do the line thing. To the government: if you memang know that we will gave up on that easily or we will just simply count the plants and write a fake report, why do you still insists that we do that stupid project! Maybe you are just thinking that, we had already learned the theory part in form5, so it is now to put it into practice, right? LOL!!!!!

Still got the collection of 5 insects and plants family or species, aiya whatever lah. Just hope that, i could quickly finish these projects.

Holiday=Assignment, School=Shit.............ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Early morning, late night

2009-11-18T15:06:00.002+08:00

I slept at 12.30am yesterday and woke up at 12.30pm today. My legs ache as expected. My eyes looks like the goldfish ones. My nose sneezes like a running water. Skip my breakfast and just had my lunch.

Yesterday was our school trip to Kuala Lumpur. I woke at 3am and saw my brother chatting on MSN with Hui Yee. Wondering why my brother woke up so early? In fact, he hasn't sleep. Had my breakfast and then i went to school. Not sure what was the time we left school. There were about 79 people including 4 teachers.

We arrived at (Forest Reasearch Institute Malaysia) in short FRIM, which was our first destination at about 9.30am. Clearly we can tell that we were right behind schedule. It was quite surprising to know that this place started at 1926 by the British and it was well preserved until today. We were separated into two groups according to bus. The fee was RM20 per person. We were guided by a guy called Thomas. The first thing he told us to do was to go to the pond behind us and clap our hands. He said there will is a big fish in the pond that will respond to our clapping as it will think that we will feed it but we are not and apparently the fish is not stupid too. He continued on showing and introducing some species of trees to us. Before we went further deep into the jungle, we took out our mosquito repellent and rub it on all the skin surface we could see, as the mosquitoes there are big and fat. He also told us there are leeches in the jungle, that really freak the girls out. We continued on walking and being careful to looked out for those leeches. Not to forget to mention, i was bitten by one of those. Seriously, nothing serious lah, no need to freak out when u got one of those stuck onto you. Just let it be, it will come off after it is satisfy. I'm quite surprised that i was so calmed when one of those is sucking my blood. It was really a long and tiring walk. We were told that there will be a canopy walk in the end. But, all of us only saw road and no bridge. I think our legs almost can't stand it anymore. The route was really tougher than what i imagined. Finally, we reached our destination. The man said we need to keep a 5m distance from our friends while walking. It is a pity that i dare not to take my phone out while i was on the bridge, the scenery was really pretty. After the canopy walk, there is another tough walk for us, as most of us thought the way down will be much easier apparently we are wrong. It is much slippery and sloppy. Then, we came to a water fall. I thought that is the end of our journey, but i was wrong again. I never knew even we need pay quite a price even before we get to rest and have our lunch. The journey to the side that we are going to have our lunch is so much more dangerous and tougher. Leeches once again. Eventually, we had our lunch and we got to change our dirty clothes before we set off to Time Square for shopping. Oh ya, i almost forgotten that we still made a 500m walk to their information center to listen to some talk before we bid farewell to that place. I think i took a nap throughout that talked. Thanks to most of the guys that helped the girls out throughout

the journey. Be it carrying stuff for them or helping them to cross some river or streams. Thanks a lot.

After that tough walk, my legs were really tired. The moment we arrived at Time Square, i can hardly even walk already. We only get to spent 2 hours there. We had our dinner at the Ayer Keroh Jejantas. We arrived at Batu Pahat at about 11pm.

Now, the story in the bus. Our main actors and actresses. Mr. Tong aka Micheal and Mr. Kwan aka Kitty. They just simply tear the bus down with their singing and jumping here and there. I just wonder where they got these energy. We even watched the movie UP before we reach FRIM. Thanks to Hui Yee's FM modulator that constantly fill the bus with music. Our bus was filled with food and fun. We gossiped, we laughed, we eat. In conclusion, not too bad and not too good. I give it a 2.5 out of 5.

Almost forgot the link to the photos i've taken click here

Today is also the first day of SPM, all the best my friends. May God be with your throughout this period of time to keep you healthy and strong.Be strong and fight toward the end.

Exams over, holiday taking over~~~

2009-11-12T16:42:00.002+08:00

Hmm...last day of exam and it was maths T. Don't feel like talking about that crappy exams. I totally gave up, no hope, preparing for the worst. Hopefully, my mom won't come after me with a parang in her hand when she saw my lousy result. I think surely fail de lah.

Thought of skipping school tomorrow, but i can't. Mr.Ang wants to brief us on another holiday assignment, actually is project work. Talking about that, my holiday will be filled with projects and projects and projects and proooooojectssssss~~~~ and there goes my holidays. Kind of jealous of those physic class people. Never heard any complain from them, maybe too busy until no time to do so.

Next tuesday will be going to K.L. Need to wake up at 3am, setting off at 4am, really early in the morning even before the cock yawns.

Thought of watching the movie 2012 and the christmas carol. Anybody keen to join me? Let me know. Any new movies recommendation? Let me know too.

Christmas drawing near, will be busy with the practices.
Spm just around the corner, 1 week or so. All the best my fellow friends.

Raining again, reminds me of how time flies, going to start a new year very soon.

Alright, i'm off for a nap. =0=